New look

Hehe..today i finally had my hair cut and its a new look! Muahaha..i haven't cut my hair this short since 2003 so...lalalala..

So far im loike it a lot..its short but i think it makes me look cuter..muahaha..Perasan bgt!

No picture of me here..wont upload any..kekeke..its a surprise

Anyway, my head feels lighter..hikhik

P/s - Its gonna be messy..hehe

Whatt?.

These days, i've seen a gurl using her couple to the max..huhu..i used to hear bout this shit but never ever seen it with my own eyes and be apart of this..sigh..i wish i am not apart of this. I always thought this attitudes only can ne seen on malays movie or such..

Well i dun wanna say anything bad bout her, its just i wonder how does she feel if watever shit she have done to people is on her head? Wat would she do if she's the one in their shoe..? Dun she ever think about the people around her that i think love her..haiish..

There's moral value to be learn from her shit anyway:

1- dun ever love sumone who doesn't gives but takes..if u give them present and they just accept n hope for more thats means trouble. Or even worst they ask for sumthing they fancy..isk..isk..isk..that should be alarming but usually when u already falling then the alarm will just be snoozed..adoiii..aptb

2- dun ever fall for sumone who thinks u doesn't deserve their times..in other words doesn't spend time just to be with u..I read a quotes today it goes "its funny when someone says they missed u but did nothing to be with u.." when u love someone u wanna be close to them, u wanna be around them..its basic, we're attracted to things tat we like..things we fond of..We wanna be connected..

I guess this is just my point of view from where im standing right now..this is what i think. Love should not be complicated..it should be simple and straight foward..and i should not resolve around how to make ur life easier or happier..it about giving the love making the one person u love happy..then u'll be happy..

Gute nacht

P/s - ich vermisse dich

Saya sudah berikrar!

Well, i've been thinkin to write this entry but somehow it just dun feel like the rite time..hehe..

So, the thing is i finally got my "saya sudah berikrar!" card..after a few attempt to register as organ donor..huhu..this card arrived last year actually, early of disember to my mummy's house..so basically my family know i've become a donor after the card arrives...alalalaa..lupe nak gtau dlu, ahakszz..

I got no respond from mama other than:

Mama - nak derma ape tuh?sume?

Yna - Erm..dak aih..hehe..


And i just pause there with no answer..huhu..well i know my mom dun wanna see me in not so 'sempurna' state (if i happened to be donating)..so i just goin to give away all my internal organs..except bones n eyes.

So..saya sudah berikrar! Hehe..

P/s- dun worry bout me, i just want u to be proud of me..

Love is .....

Love is complicated
Love is harsh
Love is brutal
Love is uncertain
Love is breakable
Love is stupidity
Love is careless
Love is grumpy
Love is unexpected
Love is weird
Love is bias
Love is changing
Love is mistakes
Love is morphine
Love is mean
Love is addiction
Love is falling

But love also can be...

Love is sweet
Love is passion
Love is caring
Love is beautiful
Love is together
Love is refreshing
Love is fortune
Love is tender
Love is wonderful
Love is priceless
Love is peace
Love is colourful
Love is new
Love is encouragement
Love is sentimental
Love is happy
Love is respect
Love is family
Love is communication
Love is Endorphine

..well we can use all the adjective in the dictionary but cant still explain wat love is..obviously it havedifferent meaning to each n every individual..

So wat love is for u?


P/s - love is me & u.. :)

Me & u

Its late..still couldnt sleep..owh sleepless nite..

A friend post sumthing on fb tat cought my attention, it goes..

" Remember the 1st day we started talking to each other?..Cause tats wat started me n u.."

Nice..

Gd nite..


P/s - IMYSM

Sinetron

Just finish my examination today..hooyaaaa! So now got nothing to do..ahaha..wasting my time with Tv..lalalala..

Sinetron..malay tv show..erm..not really watch all this, but since im bored with all the other channel..anyways, the show kinda ok, not too dramatically boring..kekeke..

As usualy the theme is Love..again, hardly see anything else other than love theme in malay movie..i guess malaysian or should i say malay peeps just love 'Love'.. Ahaks..i didnt really follow the show i just guess tat the heroin have done sumthing the hero doesnt like..ye la kot. mamat cm touching lebey jerk..

Anyway..i wanted to write bout sumthing else..work thing tapi mls la pk..til next time

Ratuku

Layan pulak dgr adira nyanyi lagu ni dgn awiee..

so..layannnnn



p/s - IMY

Huh

The worst feelin ever is the uncertainty..

To wait or to give up

To forgive or blame

To love or to forget..

P/s -i do love u

Hidup Tapi Mati

Aidil keep on playing this song all week..so it kinda stick to my head now..ahaha..

so layan....

My weakness

I've decided to list down my own weakness for me to rectify my mistakes n create a new me..hurm..here goess..

1. Arrogant - i dun listen to people telling me bad thing about sumone until i face the situation myself. If u'r telling me A##hol% is an ass i wont believe u until the same shits happens to me. More over i tend not to be cautious too..demn! Then i'll end up feeling stupid..

2. Ignorance - i tend to be Ignorance sometimes. Dun wanna listen to others eventhough the solution is better..this usually happens when im with sumone close to me..i tend to listen to people who have no relation to me, mybe its a sense of respect..Or just pain stupidity..again..huhuhuu

3. Give up - i noe myself, i'll give 100% then when things does go as planned i'll keep on pushing till one day all i can feel is numbness..nothing, just nothing..tats just me giving up..n i hate it, hate when it happens..


P/s - I have a lot of weakness..these just a few of it.

Trip to Melaka

Today..so early in the morn i was told tat all of ushave to go to Melaka to support the team first game in Malaysian League..wateverrrrr!?

So wat we do is we enjoy the entire trip with foods n laughter..lalalaalaa..we had fun..lots of fun..ahahaa..

Then this old song came out n its just the kind of song i missed a lot..so here it is..


Layu Di Hujung Mekar - Rio

Haruskah ku terus melayani perasaan
Meski pun ku tahu ini hanyalah khayalan

Cintaku padamu haruskah aku teruskan
Kerana ku tahu dirimu sudah berteman

Tiada ertinya
Apakah akhirnya percintaan

Pohon cinta yang dulu mekar berbunga
Kini tandus tiada bermaya
Bunga cinta yang dulu mekar mewangi
Kini layu di pusara bumi

Tidak mungkin kembang lagi dan berseri


P/s-Love the song..hehe..

Kantoiii...

This morn i have exam paper..and guess wat, i didnt realized i got paper till last nite around 9pm..lalalalaa..so i studied, push my brainto absorb an entire book in 6 hours n 30mins before i officially numb..hahahahaa

Hadoii la..this morn when i open the question paper i just smile..because there only two question i studied on..the other three APTB..muahaha,..luckily just before i when inside the exam hall i read one of y fren notes..tat so i manage to answer 2 n a half question..hikhikhik

Then i just clear my mind think positively n make use of my common sense (which i doubt is realiable as i just sleep for couple of hours), i answer the rest of it..when i finally looked around i saw almost all of my friend have no idea on how to answer those question n winking2 askin me for answer..i smile again n said "hantam saja weyyy.."

So moral of the story..check n double check the exact exam date..n study a week before not a day before or couple of days before..hadoiii...

Now i wonder, does anyone want me if i dun hold a degree? I would not want me..how2? Wat if i fail this paper? Huwaaaa....

P/s- xde mood..need a hug..n i want YOU!

Judika ~ bukan dia tapi aku

Berulang kali kau menyakiti
Berulang kali kau khianati
Sakit ini coba pahami
Ku punya hati bukan tuk disakiti
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* ku akui sungguh beratnya
Meninggalkanmu yang dulu pernah ada
Namun harus aku lakukan 
Karena ku tahu ini yang terbaik

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

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Reff:
Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

Cintaku lebih besar darinya
Mestinya kau sadar itu
Bukan dia, bukan dia, tapi aku

Begitu burukkah ini
Hingga ku harus mengalah

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

(cintaku) cintaku 
(lebih besar dari benciku) lebih besar dari benciku
Cukup aku yang rasakan
(jangan dia) jangan dia 
(jangan dia) jangan dia cukup aku

(jangan dia jangan dia) cukup aku
(jangan dia)

 
P/s - bkn sy?

Flying..flying..flying..

I need to study but it seems like my mind is flying somewhere else..

Tomorrow gotta start working lor after weeks of holiday..huwaaaaa...another reason why my mind is else where..

Hukhukhuk..need to focussssssss!!

Study! Study! Study!

..dimana semangat ku..ku seru kau..miahahaha..

It's a wrap

Hello 2013..well, pejam celik pejam celik tdo..then suddenly 2013 is already here..well..well..

How do i wrap my 2012? Erm..to concluded everything i'll choose 10 words..

1. Busyy..from Jan to Dec..nonstop

2. Beautiful..lotts of new experiences, the good n bad its all beautiful. Depends on which angle u choose to look at it la..but all n all i'll say beautiful

3. Lost..yup, i've lost my way along my 2012 journey sumhow..

4. Found..hikhikhik..along the way i'll also found sumthing ;)

5. Focus..i've learn to b focused on things that really matter to me

6. Friends - well, met new one..old friends as well n really (finally) realized which are friends and which is not

7. Cute - erm..cute moment in 2012 for example the day awin n axlan got married, kekeke..muke cuak lan mmg xley lupe..

8. Family - didnt have enough time to spend with my family..super bz kn..adooii

9. Study..M.A.L.A.S..apeponxbole!

10. Resolution - to be under 49kg..kunun sgt, lucky me mak dara didnt force me to wear kebaya..alalala..i will continue this resolution..hehehe..

All and all, year 2012 have been a bitter sweet year..an experience to be learn not just to be remember. I hope im a better person in whole for 2013.. I will not say goodbye to all the beautiful memories of 2012 but rather embraced it and with all my heart hope those happy moments will meet me again in 2013..Insha Allah

Happy new year..

P/s - i've loved u in 2012 & i will love u more in 2013..xoxo