takin' back my LOVE

Enrique:
Go ahead just leave,
can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things,
if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams,
'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..
Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do),
you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me,
I'm your girlYou're out of control (So what?),
how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my love...Ooh, my love

thing i want to do after a break-up..

1. Lay down at the beach the whole day
2. Eat lots of lots of lots of ice cream
3. go bungee jumping
4. workout at the gym 4 hours a day for whole month
5. shout as loud as I can
6. go mountain climbing
7. try scuba diving – but I have to learn swimming 1st
8. go backpack to Europe – haha..nice2
9. drink oranges juice only the whole day
10. watch every movie at the cinema in 1 day
11. lepaking with my bestfriends at chilli’s
12. go clubbing
13. smoke the whole box of cigarettes in 1 hour
14. listen to every single love song I can find in my room
15. take my picture every 1 minutes for the whole day
16. lepaking alone at starbuck with coffee only
17. send a different sms to every phone number in my handphone
18. go karaoke..
19. learn tae kwon do back..& try to get black belt
20. try surfing..hahaha

a women should understand another...

Halu…I didn’t write anything for weeks..been busy with almost everyday n weekends filled with programs & sometimes problems. Sigh!

Anyway..these few days I’ve been thinking about this women, no need name or we just call her Minachi..hehehe..so this Minachi somehow allowed herself to be the third person n a relationship, I wuz like “how the f**k this women allow herself to be in this position?”..maybe its easy for me to say as I’m not the 1 in her shoe, but try this “u are a women..how would u feel if u’re the 1 in this years time relationship & this 3rd person came?” how would u feel?? Sad..? Heart broken..? well, I believe this Minachi refuse to think. Statistically dear Minachi u wont be happy..Come on u don’t expect to be happily ever after when u “stole” him from someone else right..? Have u ever think of how he truly feel? Just maybe he’s still very much deep in love with his first girlfriend?
Actually what I wanted to say is not what this Minachi have done. But what we, all women, should :

1. We should have a man that suits us, not someone that suits others.
2. We should have his whole heart, not partly.
3. We should be able to feel free to trust him. Would u feel that way if u know he have some else in his heart?
4. We should have him for ourselves ONLY! (Well I’m not gonna share My B).

My list will get longer n longer but there’s no way to see in the future where we gonna stand. In between a relationship or in a relationship with someone in between..still if its me..if I ever be in this Minachi position I would NEVER ever used “shaman way” or “bomoh” way (voodoo) to have him. I would rather tell him to choose for himself, let the best women wins his whole heart rather than have a part of him ONLY..sigh!
But that just me..people cope in their own way. Seriously Minachi..do u think u’ll be happy? After what u have done..i doubt it. I always believe in “balasan Tuhan” is 10times greater than what the sufferer felt. So, just imagine how many times heart broken u’re going to be if u broke a heart..
A women should be able to understand another..thats what my best friend told me. Shayang..i don’t believe in those words anymore. Unless u add “…if only that women would think positively & not decide using her ‘kepala lutut’ a.k.a patella..” har..har..har..

Ghost story...

Hurm..i didn’t update my blog for a week, hahaa..very lazy lar. And to be honest I don’t have idea to write, sigh**..
So, today I have these idea..let me tell u a couple of ghost story..well actually I wanted to write these for quite some time already..but since I’ve been alone for 2weeks,I’m scared lah!! Hehee..so, here’s the first story…

Well this story was told by a friend of a friend of mine (got it?) ..we’re studying in a boarding school, so ghost story sometimes fills those boring days. This “thing” happened one night during the SPM examination time, a few friends were studying till very late at night. They were 5 of them, then one by one of them fall asleep..then there’s only Ani (not a real name) & Bibah (also not a real name). Ani then started to feel very sleepy and she looked at her watch, its already 2am. So she tell Bibah that she’s going to the toilet (to shishi & wash her face), Biah replied “u go ahead, I keep my book first.” So Ani went to the toilet by herself..after a few minutes Bibah went there and on her way she felt that something wasn’t right plus the hair on her neck started to raise. Bibah walked faster to the toilet..she saw Ani at the sink so she went straight to shishi. When she came out Ani still at the sink, so she ask “Ani, what are u doing? Faster lah, I’m sleepy” when Ani turned around Bibah couldn’t say a word & she fainted. The next day a friend woke her up, she slept on the toilet floor. Bibah ask for Ani..when Ani come to talk to her she ask Ani “where did u go last night, did u when to the toilet?”Ani said “yelah, but u didn’t come so I when to bed first lar”. Then Bibah told her the whole story..the person, who she thought ‘Ani’ turned and she was brushing her teeth using a razor knife, blood coming out of her torn mouth..after what happened both of them never stay up to study anymore.

The second story begin (still) in a bording school toilet..actually at the same school lar, hehee..it was Saturday night so everybody were watching a movie at the tv room downstairs. There’s only a few girls chatting and telling ghost story..Nana (not the real person name) wanted to go to the toilet,so she ask Awin (haha..) to accompany her but Awin was busy talking to her boyfriend on the phone. Nana decide to go alone anyway it just around the corner. So she went shishi.. suddenly she heard a kid voice counting..”satu, tak ade…dua tak ade…tiga pon tak ade…” and the counting continue. Nana was inside the last toilet, she quickly when out but she saw no one..she run out of the toilet and asked Awin “hey, did u see a little girl when in?” Awin replied “no, who’s kid anyway??” Nana had never when inside that toilet alone ever again.

So..scary isn’t it?
Huhuu..boarding school = damn scary!!