...please...

hurm..its late, im watching Manchester United playing against Birmingham..then sumthing makes me think, a whisper..wat had happened to me?wat really happen?i actly didnt noe..didnt really understand it either..

i've always believe there's no way i'll looked the other way other than this..other than wat i have rite now.but sumething happened n now i cant really looked back the way i used to before..i wonder wat had happen..did i lose my mind?or am im bored?wat had changed?can love just dies?or disappeared?is it even possible?then i remember a fren quote:

"Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds;
it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing"

so myb somewhere in the middle i lost my replenishing source? or did i got tired of all the blindness, errors n betrayals?and all tis makes the love dies..........

i just dunno..but wat im very sure rite now, if i ever found Love again..please let it stay n please dun make me turn my head another way again. please....coz i felt so tired, so weak, so fragile n so hopeless..sh0w me da way to keep my Love alive..please?

..fill in the blank..

Di sebalik kata ada rahsia
Di sebalik senyum ada makna
Kan kubisikkan padamu
Satu hari bila perlu
Saat pasti kau jadi milikku

Biarkanlah aku menanggung rindu
Biarkanlah engkau tiada tahu
Halus kasihku padamu
Zahirnya takku lihatkan
Hingga pasti kau jadi milikku

Entah bila bermula
Cinta yang tak kusangka
Mungkin terlalu lama
Sangsi asmara... terpedaya

Berlalulah masa tak sanggup ku menanti
Gelora di jiwa tak siapa mengerti
Siksanya menanggung rindu
Sukarnya memendam rasa... kekasih

..exactly h0w i feel..

Im sittin here
Thinkin b0ut

How im g0nna do with0ut

U ar0und in my life and h0w am I
I g0n' get by
I ain't g0t n0 days
Just l0nely nights
U want the truth
Well im n0t alright
Feel 0ut of place and 0ut 0f time
I think im g0nna l0se my mind
So tell me h0w U feel
Are U f0r real.....

why..?

why does 'this' hurt so much?
why cant 'this' be easier?
why cant my heart let go?
why cant my heart start listening to me?

i hv so many Q's n no answers..
all these Q's making me felt restless lar..demn!

U belong with me..!!

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

new year reso...

so..today is 31st of Dec 2009, it will be 2010 in a couple of hours..n people hv been askin, wats ur new year resolution..i wonder hv i achieved tis year reso? wahahaha...i cant even remember..wah, bole? anyway, 2010 will be a very bZ year..im juggling work, study & love..adess, it gonna b difficult but im sure im gonna enjoy every moments..

aiyak..2010 im gonna b 25 y.o...da tua lar!! i sure hope by the time i reach 30 y.o i've already fin my studies..got my own place n attached t0 s0me0ne i L0ve..h0pefully. but all this is my long term g0als..this year?? hurm...

my 2010 reso:

1. loss an0ther 10kg..wahahaha..so i'll b smaller than my besfren, awien!!
2. find ways t0 manage my c0mplicated l0ve life..muahahaa..
3. find time f0r a great vacati0n <-- shud achieved this 1 by jun..i wan 2 g0 t0 pulau!!
4. Learn h0w to play b0wling..awien, help!!!
5. finish the harry potter books before the m0vie..hehe..

i found this in a blog..n its so hilarious, read it n wat say u?? lol..enjoy

Why computer science should not be taught in BM

The whole world uses the language as an information and/or technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See example below:-

Hardware = barangkeras
Software = baranglembut
Joystick = batang gembira
Plug and Play = cucuk dan main
Port = lubang
Server = pelayan
Client = pelanggan

Try to translate this:
ENGLISH: That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.

Now in BAHASA: Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan..

;)