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Namun harus aku lakukan 
Karena ku tahu ini yang terbaik

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

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Reff:
Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

Cintaku lebih besar darinya
Mestinya kau sadar itu
Bukan dia, bukan dia, tapi aku

Begitu burukkah ini
Hingga ku harus mengalah

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

(cintaku) cintaku 
(lebih besar dari benciku) lebih besar dari benciku
Cukup aku yang rasakan
(jangan dia) jangan dia 
(jangan dia) jangan dia cukup aku

(jangan dia jangan dia) cukup aku
(jangan dia)

 
P/s - bkn sy?

Flying..flying..flying..

I need to study but it seems like my mind is flying somewhere else..

Tomorrow gotta start working lor after weeks of holiday..huwaaaaa...another reason why my mind is else where..

Hukhukhuk..need to focussssssss!!

Study! Study! Study!

..dimana semangat ku..ku seru kau..miahahaha..

It's a wrap

Hello 2013..well, pejam celik pejam celik tdo..then suddenly 2013 is already here..well..well..

How do i wrap my 2012? Erm..to concluded everything i'll choose 10 words..

1. Busyy..from Jan to Dec..nonstop

2. Beautiful..lotts of new experiences, the good n bad its all beautiful. Depends on which angle u choose to look at it la..but all n all i'll say beautiful

3. Lost..yup, i've lost my way along my 2012 journey sumhow..

4. Found..hikhikhik..along the way i'll also found sumthing ;)

5. Focus..i've learn to b focused on things that really matter to me

6. Friends - well, met new one..old friends as well n really (finally) realized which are friends and which is not

7. Cute - erm..cute moment in 2012 for example the day awin n axlan got married, kekeke..muke cuak lan mmg xley lupe..

8. Family - didnt have enough time to spend with my family..super bz kn..adooii

9. Study..M.A.L.A.S..apeponxbole!

10. Resolution - to be under 49kg..kunun sgt, lucky me mak dara didnt force me to wear kebaya..alalala..i will continue this resolution..hehehe..

All and all, year 2012 have been a bitter sweet year..an experience to be learn not just to be remember. I hope im a better person in whole for 2013.. I will not say goodbye to all the beautiful memories of 2012 but rather embraced it and with all my heart hope those happy moments will meet me again in 2013..Insha Allah

Happy new year..

P/s - i've loved u in 2012 & i will love u more in 2013..xoxo

What is...

Some people says that love needs

Passion
Understanding
Trust

But then i'll add another to the list

Sharing dreams..when u shared the same dreams with someone means u wanna be with tat special someone to live ur dreams..share your dreams with someone u love..

Well that just me..i believe in lots of thing but mostly in love

Share the love..

P/s - follow your heart..share the love..

Sayang by shae

Sayang apa khabar dengan mu
Di sini ku merindukan kamu
Ku harap cinta mu takkan berubah
Kerna di sini ku tetap untukmu

Sayang apa khabar dengan mu
Cobalah kamu telepon diriku
Ku rindu dengar suara indahmu
Kerna dirimulah semangat hidupku

Sayang dengarlah permintaan ku
Jangan ragu kan cintaku
Sayang percayalah apa kataku
Kerna ku sayang kamu

Sayang dengarlah permintaanku
Jaga hatimu untukku
Sayang dengarlah bisikan hatiku
Kerna ku sayang kamu

Stuck

Yesterday..a friend is having relationship problems

the main issue is the other person is having a 'stuck' relationship with the ex..huhu

well, no one wanna life with a third person watching, monitoring each and every step..that is definitely not cool..imagine having meal on the same table with the ex..it must have been so cold..no mushy2 cute cuddling manje2 lor..just plain cold just because u dun wanna hurt the other person feeling..not the kind of relationship anyone wud stand for long

and my friend just proved me rite..break off after a week..lalalalalaa..

bottom line is, if u know ur stuck in the previous relationship or there is still 'relationship' between u and ur ex dun dare to start a new one with anyone.. u'll end up hurting not only people around u but also urself.

the hurting and time spend after that does not worth it..trust me..

so, all and all stay if u want to..move on if u dun..just dun get stuck in between..

peace..nite..

p/s - cupcakes..i'm officially dislikes them..ahahahaa.. ;)

Sick

been sick for 3 days now..

started with high fever & throw up on Saturdays

followed by fever & diarrhea on Sundays

and then yesterday non stop throw up episode with headache..

i though DEMC will be my hotel this week..hadoii..

i got like 6 type of medicine right now..feel like an old lady with cane..ahahaa..

huhu..Alhamdulillah today pretty ok 

well it cud have been worst..

but still the thought of food make me feel sick..

not eating making me worst..

i just hope its not stomach ulcer..

i smell like puke now..lol 

p/s - kiss with puke..want some?