Exam..

Huhu..finally tmorrow is the day, my final examination day..im lucky got face two paper tmorrow..wallawey..cm xdo ari laen da..mangkok tol. Neway, im studying..yeah rite, no la im typing 4 my blog first then im gonna study..

So tomorrow another day tat i need to pass quickly..dun wanna waste any extra minutes on it..please go faster mr.tomorow, i have too many thing inside my head n too lil time to take it out..so kalu kite kaji, kite kupas.....

So, im copying a fren tweets:
Jatuh..berdiri lagi
Gagal..cuba lagi
Kalah..bangkit lagi
Sampai Tuhan kata 'sudah sampai masanya aku ambil kamu pergi'

So moral of the story..i will b up again, i will rise up n face the world again. I will not gave up..n sum how i will prove to YOU tat i am better than this..

Tats all for today my fund raisin notes are calling me..hehee..

Good nite peeps..

P/s- tired..need a hug ;(

Outs...

Im sleepy..im just about to sleep when my phone rings..demn!

So now i cant sleep..i noe if i force myself to sleep i'll end up with headache..so y bother when i can do sumthing better like updating my blog..hehe..

So todays topic is outsss...this week n next week i'll be outs..
Oustation lor..hehe..gotta accompany a sports team to Sintok, Kedah for a tournament. Then come back from tat i think after a day then going to Kuantan, Pahang for SUKMA..yeay! Dun have to b in the office so much..

So..reading wat i wrote just now make me sleepy again..good job!

So again so..here the program for next two weeks..<-- tis is an improvement..i can only plan three days ahead before, da!

July will be a super bz month..MASUM Fasa 2 in UTHM BATU PAHAT from 13 july to 19 july..again i'll be outsss..huhu..untong la kalu bole byr sewa umh seminggu je..hehe..

Anyways, all these outss is good..then by mid of july its alredy Ramadhan..huhu..then only i can breath easily..till then, there's so much to do but with so limited time..

Tats it for today..tonite study for law paper, tomorrow all out study again..wallawey..wish me luck!

P/s-heart n brain..please dun fail me now..i need u both! Lourve..teman sy? Huhuhu..

Give your heart a break!

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

P/s- thank you 4 being so understanding..4 being there 4 me when i need u the most..

Today..

Gathering wathever left of me to b strong to face the world!

Ganbatte..!

Tats the focus of the year..bole ke? Yes i can..

P/s- Pain makes you stronger. Tears make you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future

Happiness

A simple question..what is happiness? This is sumthing i copy from wikipedia- Happiness is a mental or emotional state of well-being characterized by positive or pleasant emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy.

So happiness..how do we find happiness? I honestly dunno since we are the one who noes wat we need to b happy..

This sumthing i read from a blog..<-- tatau spe

Happiness is something we all supposedly want and strive for, but many of us do not achieve. We may have good days, or fun nights, but in the day to day moments, we get too caught up in emotions like worry, anger, annoyance, or disappointment to be happy.

We are happy by default. If we have our basic survival needs, food, water, shelter, a moderate temperature, enough sleep, and people around us who are good to us…we really should be happy.

The saying “money can’t buy happiness” is repeated a lot, so many times that one would believe it to be true. Truth is, there are a lot of rich people who are miserable, a lot of poor people who are happy…and there are a lot of rich people who are happy, and poor people who are miserable. Money is not tied to happiness, unless a person decides it to be. Some shun money, others envy those who have it, and others still have it but are so afraid of losing it that they still are not ever really happy.

When you encounter in life a tragedy, a death, a major illness or accident, there is so much shock from the feeling of loss that it is not possible to just shake it off. It is then that a lot of people realize what they had before. They wish for yesterday to return, but if yesterday did return, they would not have appreciated it.

During times of major upset, one has to go through mourning and deal with grief.

Outside of times of major upset, happiness is really just a matter of choice. You really can just choose to be happy and be so. Other people and circumstances will arise that are not what you expected, or are obstacles, but whether you’re happy or angry, most of the time, they will still be there. When you choose to maintain your positive outlook, you’ll be more open to solutions than if you allow yourself to get really angry or really sad. If you focus on what you want…happiness….it will return shortly. If you shift your focus to what’s “wrong” in that moment, then happiness will make a quick exit.

..so again wat is happiness? Search deep into urself, find wat actly make u feel comfortable..make u feel alive..n most important make u feel u..then for me, i guest tats my definition of happiness..

P/s - Past mistakes should teach you to create a BETTER future; not cause you to be afraid of it..dun b afraid ;)

Its a NO!

Topic for today..how to say NO which mean NO..

japanese - nashi
Russian - net
Turkish - Yok
Welsh - Dim
Vietnamese - Khong
Chinese - meiyou
Dutch - geen
French - aucun
German - kien
Hindi - nahim

..and the list continue..

Recently i have to say NO to sumone who wanted more than just close frens.but the thing is he demand for answer when i finally says NO,he keep on pushing n wanting for more..wat else should i say? Adoi la..im not a state to let anyone in my life. Why cant he understand tat? I've explained to him before n he keeps on going like wat i said didnt register in his head..haish, i dun understand him at all..

Let me explain bout my heart..i might looked strong but the truth is my heart are so frigile..once i let u in n u hurt me, my recovery wud b very slow..n i need sumone with me at tat time..so u promise u wont hurt me but then said if i dun say yes right now u dunno will u b here tomorrow as i quote his own word "ati x tetap kalau da lame2.."
Adoiyai, how am i suppose to say yes when he roughly says "i might break ur heart sumday..". Can i say wat the F? Huhuu..i cant let him in..watever..

So now, im staying away n u keep on pushing for answer..wat else should i say, please move on? Loosing him as a fren had hurt so much n the 'pushing' is hurting the relationship even more..i wont answer any of his text anymore..everything i do is been misunderstood.

Please understand no every women says NO means YES..

Myb its my fault..men n women arent meant to b close fren..like he said, "penah ke i lyn u cm kawan?"..but he treated every gurl like tat kot..so watever lagik. Bleukk..hate u!

My baby

Alhamdulillah..my bby neo had a 'kaki' changed tis evening..
Bby neo feels more besh than before..hehe..i loike..loike..loike..
Anyway, got great price for the new tyres..which is far cheaper than in klang or kL, hehee lagik! Loike..loike..loike..

Huhu..i want to upload bby neo new pix but cant do tat thru ipad..
So watever..hehe..bby neo looks cool..!

Today i feel so greatful..so mode happy

P/s- “No regrets. No looking back. Just hold onto life and move forward. We have no way of knowing what lies ahead…and that is what makes the journey even more exciting.” -Susan Gale