Goodbye Dreams..

Lirik Lagu Harapan - Hyper Act

Bicara mimpi itu
Mengheret ku ke dasar
Gelap tangannya menggapai tangan ku
Dan munculnya dirimu
Dipinggir laman itu
Hangatmu menyambut ku kembali,

Dan ku mengerti,
Mengapa masih berdiri,
Hadirnya siang berteman mentari,
Dan ku bersama,
Bintang malam mu mencari kasih ku Ooo

Harapan
Harapan menjadi layu
Ingin ku bahgia bersama
Menjadi kenangan
Memburu impian masa kita
Selamanya

Dan angin kan memanggil
Bagai ada musafir
Hadirnya pergi tiada berjanji
Mungkin seketika
Ku merasa cintanya
Bagai dibelai mimpi sempurna

Dan taman ini
Tak bererti dan bersemi
Tiada indah tanpamu disini
Dan ku jejaki
Walaupun hanya secebis kasihmu Ooo

Harapan
Harapan menjadi layu
Ingin ku bahgia bersama
Menjadi kenangan
Memburu impian masa kita
Selamanya

Solo. C/O

Hati ku..
Meratap setinggi gunung
Pasti ku mencari bintangnya
Menjadi cahaya
Menyinar impian hidup kita
Selamanya

p/s - today is the day where i've let go of my dreams and start living in reality..

just a 'smooch' gud nite

its almost 12am..
and i missed u..

Just a kiss..

nites!

Teman Pengganti - black feat malique

Ketawa bersama
Menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita
Mati pun bersama
Sejak dua menjak iniMakin kerap ku diganggu visi
Bila celik, juga bila mimpi
Aku nampak kau, tapi bukan aku yang di sisi
Dia membelaimu dengan izin dan permisi
Sentuhan katanya semuanya kau iakan
Sentuhan jari kau diamkan dan biarkan
Aku redha walau tidak ku damba
Walau hampa semuanya dah dijangka
Beberapa purnama dulu cinta bertahta
Kenangan dibina kita indah belaka
Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
Ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
Namun hakikatnya, bukan mudah
Aku sembunyikan gulana-gundah
Segalanya kan berubah
Dengarkan apa yang ku mahu luah
*Rahsia ini
Telah lama ku pendamkan
Tiba masanya
Segala-galanya
Ku ceritakan
Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti
Dalam dunia yang maya, prejudis dan bias
Kita tak terlepas dari terkena tempias
Rimas, ditindas, sembunyi dalam puisi dan kias
Tidak kau bidas, tak berpaling walau sekilas
Hanya kau yang tahu kodeksku yang kompleks
Dalam disleksia cuba kekal dalam konteks
Bila dunia seolah tak memahami
Kau sudi selami, dalami dan mengalami
Setia mendengar, sentiasa hadir
Ingat setiap ulangtahun, setiap hari lahir
Tiba pagi Syawal, kaulah yang terawal
Syawal yang terakhir ini pasti rasa janggal
70 000 hijab harus ku singkap
Ku sorok kitab balik tingkap penjara hinggap
Dalam diam ada, seorang yang ku puja
Kau teristimewa tapi dia yang sempurna
Sejak dua menjak ini, ku mencari fungsi kewujudan
Dalam persekitaran yang penuh kejumudan
Terperangkap dalam jasad, ku keliru
Mujur ada kau si peneutralisasi pilu
Namun aku tetap murung, berkurung
Tubuh makin susut, menunggu tarikh luput
Komplikasi di halaman rusuk kiri
Makin sukar nak bernafas, nak bergerak, nak berdiri
Lagu ini yang terakhir aku sajikan
Kalau rindu nanti bolehlah kau nyanyikan
Jaga diri, jangan makan hati
Yang patah kan tumbuh, yang hilang kan berganti
Bilik dah ku kemas, katil dah ku rapi
Cincin, kunci, dompet dalam laci
Ada sikit wang, itu saja baki
Moga-moga cukup untuk majlis itu nanti
Aku kan pergi
Bertemu kekasih abadi
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

p/s - just a song..gd nite, sweet dreams..

Something to think about..

once upon a time..we were besties..best friends

and now ur acting like we dun even care..

u assume

that we judged u..

that we choose side..

that we were flawless..

that we remain just fine..

that things a normal..

that u were not important..

well, BFF..this is wat u shud know

- we didnt judged because we're not in ur shoe

- we didnt choose a side because we're already by ur side

- we weren't perfect, non of us are

- we're not normal bcause u weren't here

- we missed u because u were important

we're might not be the best friend u needed..but we do love u..doesn't matter wat happened, how things turn out to be..we are BFF. hope sumday u'll realized that we are still standing here for you..

Take Care now..

p/s - life might be complicated but friendship doesn't need to b this complicated..sigh..so, watever..

a loss

I collected all my strength just to create this post...Yesterday morning, i loss a friend..a dear friend. He had an accident at Alor Gajah, on his way back to SSTMI or formally known as SSBP where he worked as teacher and hockey coach..

He's someone i knew back in SSBP, we were schoolmates..but during that time we were the first batch to register at SSBP..there's only about a dozen boys and half a dozen girls that time..hehe..it was fun and scary since the school was so big n new.. the 2nd batch came in after a couple of weeks, so basically all of us know each other well before the 2nd batch came..

After i heard about him yesterday, i felt the loss eventhou i havent seen him for almost a year..i try to recall moments in SSBP and after all i cud remember of him is how he always smile everyday, hardly see him being serious..then i still cud hear his voice "Azan" everyday at SSBP Surau..he had a unique voice, very calming..
i didnt know that he's married and have a lil prince..huhu..i feel sorry for his family. i kinda regret that i didnt know more bout him these days since we were close before..i hope his wife and kids will be ok..that nite i waited to hear news about the accident in the 'TV3 news' at 8pm..n as soon as i saw the visual of him on the road, with his blood..i started to cry. its so sad to see sumone u know gone just like that..well Allah SWT love him more....

here's a link to his story in the news paper:
http://www.hmetro.com.my/articles/Rempuhlorimelintang/Article
http://www.sinarharian.com.my/semasa/lori-dirempuh-3-kali-guru-antara-maut-1.79495

i know im not the only one who feel this loss, most of our friends feels it too.. yesterday i didnt only loss a friend, i loss a brother..and Abg Fakh, u will be missed..Al-Fatihah..

p/s - drive safely peeps..b safe..

M.A.J.O.K

lalalalala..its been a while since my last post, almost two weeks ago..ngehngehngeh..happy holiday is over..huhu..tomorrow a new advanture will begin..working lor, wat else? da!

anyways, my Hari Raya Aidil Fitri holiday was a blast..full with food and zzzZZzzz..muahahaha..tats all i did all day long, and it feel so goo000ooodd...kekekekee..

then i came back to my S.A home..kemas umah sket..then went lepaking n movies marathon (the expandables 2 - hilarious n fun then followed by total recall - nice but since it was back to back im kinda sleeepyy..heheee)

so then i got M.A.J.O.K...lalalaalalaa..then i treat myself with a new pinky..my new shyang! muaaaghss..muaghss..new gadjet! ahahaa..i been wanting to spend for new lappy for quite sumtime so today i finally buy my own lappy..yeay!!! a treat lepas M.A.J.O.K..muahahah...gelak jahat byk2..

so here's a quote after M.A.J.O.K :



hehee..thanks to my cu n pakcu for the time spend jalan2 searching for my pinky..

p/s - singing Jeripah....nah amik lirik skali, muahaha...

Sayangku, aku pasti
Kau sebahagianku
Sayangku, aku yakin
Takdir kita bertemu

Biarkan semua berlalu
All i know i’ll always have you
Pengganti tempat mengadu
Selamanya, engkaulah.. hanya

Sayangku, aku pasti
Takdir kita bertemu
Biarkan semua berlalu
All i know i’ll always have you
Pengganti tempat mengadu
Selamanya, engkaulah

Biarkan semua berlalu
All i know i always have you
Pengganti tempat mengadu
Selamanya, engkaulah.. hanya

Selama-lamanya
Selamanya

Bored..

today is my last day at work..tomorrow coootiii already, hehee..Penang here i come!!!! huhu..all i cud think about is just i wanna go home..so today here's sumthing, a reminder for everyone including me.. :)

sumtimes we just forget how much a person worth until we lose them..x0x0

p/s - Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir & batin..