shits happens

Its sad to see how a women sacrifices
Is not seen
Wat happen to their body after givin birth Wat happen to their skin..its not sumthing any of them want not to mention the pain they endure. .and then after wat happen to their body u just simply choose another beautiful women just because they are not any more? Well its just bull s#××.. another sad story when we as women ignore this and support the men..wt#
U are a women..u shud noe what she felt how she felt it..not as exactly maybe but at least a tiny bit..

Wat hurts more is when u were there but doesnt even bother to say anything..its like whatsapp, u can see the last time that person active but not replying or texting u..tat annoying moment..

Life is full of sh*t but we the people who live in it could make it a better place by caring for each other..

Just my 2cents..

game..

Played futsal last week for staff team..end up injuring myself,haha..muscle pull n it sucks.
pain all the way..manage to play all out in the 1st game only,what a shame..makes me feels so old..adoi la..
maybe I am too old for futsal..hikhik..
demn..
still recovering now..

And another good thing is I felt that I am ready for a ♡change♡
I hope for the best..I guess someone prayers have been heard n granted..hehe..must b my mama..

lovehate

dont u wanna stay a lil while

The voice are back..and I just fall for this song

I really hate to let this moment go
Touching your skin,
and your hair falling slow
When a goodbye kiss,
feels like this
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?

Let's take it slow,
I don't wanna move too fast
I don't wanna just make love,
I wanna make love last
When you're up this high,
it's a sad goodbye
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?
Oh yeeah
Oh, you feel so perfect, baby
Yeah, you feel so perfect, baby
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?

P/s : people said a woman deserve a man who call her baby..

its funny

its funny how hello is always accompanied by goodbye
its funny how good memories can leave u to cry
its funny how 'friends' can leave and forget
its funny how lovers can, in the end  fall out
its funny how people change
its funny how when u need someone they are never around
its funny when people think they know u when they dont
its funny how one night can contain so much regret
its funny how a bright day can make u sad
its funny how memories bring u down to your knees
its funny how everybody thinks they can get away with lies
its funny how forever never seems to last
its funny that the ones who promises never to leave are the first ones that do
its funny how ironic life can be
but the funniest of them all is that ;
none of thats funny to me...not at all

Just a REASON

Right from the start
You were a thief you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep
Things you never say to me
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Im sorry I don't understand where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
Oh we had everything
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everything
And its all in your mind
Yeah but this is happening
You've been having real bad dreams
Oh oh
You used to lie so close to me
Oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love, oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
Your not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Oh tears ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust but our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

How it all started..

I believe all relationship had a promising start..

It all started with a text..tat continiously go all day long..

Then come the phone calls..whenever there's time it means there's phone calls..

The come the date..once a week date become daily routine..

Then..when it ends..

Routine change..no more dating..

Time got bz..work suddently comes first..

Texts when it only..n i rpeat..ONLY important..

And then there's nothing..

THE E.N.D

P/s - life is a cycle..

Over you

Weather man said it’s gonna snow
By now I should be used to the cold
Mid-February shouldn’t be so scary
It was only December
I still remember the presents, the tree, you and me

But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

Living alone here in this place
I think of you, and I’m not afraid
Your favorite records make me feel better
Cause you sing along
With every song
I know you didn’t mean to give them to me

But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

It really sinks in, you know, when I see it in stone

Cause you went away,
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

L.o.L

An attractive blonde from Cork, Ireland, arrived at the casino. She seemed a little intoxicated and bet twenty thousand dollars in a single roll of the dice.

She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude." with that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and with an Irish brogue yelled, "Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!"

As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed. "Yes! Yes! I won, I won!" She hugged each of the dealers, picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed.

The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded.

Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know - I thought you were watching."

MORAL OF THE STORY :

Not all Irish are drunks, not all blondes are dumb, ..... but all men...are men!

if i was your men..

this is so sweet..

i wud definitely be melting like an ice cream if someone sing like this for me..

smootchhhh.......! i love this kid..hehee ;)

Im back..

Another hectic day today..
Phone ringing non stop..
Sleepy..
Too much to do with too lil time..

N..i miss u!
Muaghs..

Bahagiamu, Deritaku..- hafiz

Ku dengar kau cinta sangat padanya
Ku dengar hatimu kini miliknya
Dia kan menjadi teman sehidup dan semati
Aku menjadi sahabatmu

Siksanya mengakui kau teman biasa
Terpaksa ku terima itu hakikatnya
Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama

Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
Aku tak mampu pertahankan

Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu

Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama

Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
Aku tak mampu pertahankan

Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu, bersamamu

Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu

Expectation

In relationship we have certain expectation from our partner..

We might expect them to be loving

Expect them to be cheerful

Expect them to be always with us

Expect them to be helpful

Expect them to be Supportives

Expect them to be hardworking

Expect them to be cleaning up

Expect them to be faithful..

But Sometimes we have too high expectation..we forgot that our partner is just another human being that is not perfect..they cant be happy all the time or loving and thinking only about us..

Expectations..too high it will ruin the relationship..Which will lead to dissappointment, Frustration..majok n such..communication regarding our own expectation is important..And at the same time lower your expectation, this isn't a filem or telenovella..its living our life which is not perfect but it can be beautiful if we learn to accept the way we are and accept our partner..

P/s- cooking a meal for your partner can be sexy.. Wink2!

Glass

Copied from a frens fb wall..


A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they’d be asked the “half empty or half full” question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: ”How heavy is this glass of water?”

Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.

She replied, “The absolute weight doesn’t matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it’s not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I’ll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn’t change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes.”

She continued, “The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything.”

It’s important to remember to let go of your stresses. As early in the evening as you can, put all your burdens down. Don’t carry them through the evening and into the night. Remember to put the glass down!


P/s- let us put the glasses down..chills, lets just live our life.. :)

Promises

People promise a lot of thing..especially when we're in love

Some promised to be together for the rest of their life..

Some promised to go through good and bad times..

Some promised to love forever..

Some promised to wait till the end..

Some promised to never love another..

But..most of the time wats left is just a 'promise'...

Sometimes..some people break their own promise..some just simply forget,ignore or even denied..the question is why promised when u noe u can't really do it in the first place..n we do not noe wats coming ahead of us..nor wats gonna happen in the future..

When people hold on to these promises then there'll be heart broken once they realized its not true..haish..

Dun make promises when your happy or when your sad..or should i recommend no promises at all..we're just mere human..we forgot things..we broke things..n we're not perfect..if its written in ur Qada&Qadar then in shaa Allah, wats written will happen..kate org melayu, kalau dah jodoh x kemana..

##maybe this month is breaking up months for my frens..huhu..stay true to yourself, be patient..its all gonna be ok, in shaa Allah..nites..

Human Error

Its funny..

When the organization long term vision is to become the center of reference and research but..

The organization itself doesn't approved their staff to expend their knowledge as a preparation for the organization so called vision..wats wrong?

Or is the organization taking a easy solution by just hiring a new staff for the job..in the end making the rest of the staff irrelevance to the organization??

So..yeah..its even funnier when ur organization is an education institution..wat when wrong?

P/s- bosan ler..

Sick

Viral infection..headache..sore throat..sick..

But then there are people out there who suffer even worst..

People who have cancer..

People who have heart problems..

People who have genes abnormalities..

People who have to be amputate..

People who have unexplaned condition (like in House series)..

There are people who suffer worst condition than me..

But im me..spoiled..needy..

I need u..sigh~

I just wish u'll always be with me..

Menunggu

Menunggu by Akim


Ku selalu menyakiti dan sering berdusta
Dan membuat kau tinggalkan aku
Pertelingkahan kita selalu tiada akhirnya
Melemaskan mu dalam cinta ku

Menanti mu hingga kau kembali
Kan mencuba menjaga hati mu
Setia dan hidup ku selalu dengan mu
Menemani mu sehingga akhir waktu

Kenangan indah ketika kita bersama
Membuat ku terbayangkan kamu
Aku tahu cinta ku tersemat di hati ku
Aku yakin hanya kau untuk ku

Menanti mu hingga kau kembali
Kan mencuba menjaga hati mu
Setia dan hidup ku selalu dengan mu
Menemani mu sehingga akhir waktu

Aku kan menunggu
Hingga kita kan bersama
Kau akan selalu ku cinta

Menanti mu hingga kau kembali
Kan mencuba menjaga hati mu
Setia dan hidup ku selalu dengan mu
Menemani mu hingga akhir waktu

P/s- there's a promise before..

Prayers

My everyday prayers goes:

Ya Allah, jika dia baik utk ku
Dekat kn dia dgn ku
Jika dia tidak baik utk ku
Kau jauh kn dia dari ku
Kau hilang kn aku dari ingatan nya
Dan buang lah perasaan ini dari hati ku..



P/s - ‎: Someday it will all make sense. For now just Trust, let go, & soon enough you will know.

Salute

No matter wat people said..

For wat ever reasons people arguing..

I salute each n every person who have died defending our country..

For all that worth, they actually pick up their weapons for the country..

And all 'those' people are doing is just plain words with no courage of these heroes..

Talking wont do any good..

Take actions..for wat it worth, actions does speak louder than words..

Dun choose side now..defend our country first..

P/s - ade beran dok?