awak....!!!!

life a mess..wat we done to clean up the mess? or all that we did just add up to the mess?

hurm..im a mess and i can only feel so crystal clear when i see ur face, its like all the weight were lifted off my chest.

bottom line is..i missed u so much..

s0 c0mf0rtable..

lalalala..finally i got time to update this. i've been wanting to write this down since my bff break-off with her Xbf aka the drama king??...huhu..

so tis is how the story goes..have u ever think h0w do u felt so comfortable with sumone in a relationship? as i see it, when we got older it kinda get easier..y?

hurm..maybe the truth is we're just too ready to start a family? ahahaa..really, i think tats y..we may not notice it, but beyond our very own conscious mind we wanted to. tats how we feel so comfortable, so close, so happy..so easy to gave in. we see everything as so promising even the truth is not so i should say..

s0 wat happen when things doesnt really fall where it should have and didnt go as we planned it? i wish all of us can answer tat..for me maybe we shouldn't give in too early? maybe tats just wat we really need to do..

i believe each n everyone of us have different subconscious needs. finding n knowing those needs is the challenge..might be a life long challenge for some..but knowing will sumhow helps us,if u noe wat u want then u can work on thing to get wat u want..

all n all..i wish everybody all the best..may all ur dream come true..kekekee..

x0x0

Brainless beauty or beautiful brain?

a friend asked "‎what do u want? Brainless beauty or a beautiful brain?"

and another friend answered "a true man would definately want both :) it shows his pride yet a partner whom can lead her man to his destiny, and that requires brains.
an egoistic man would want a brainless beauty who would say yes to everything.
a man who has no sense in... life would want a woman with beautiful brain so she can lead him."

all i cud say is "whoa..s0o true"