Something to think about..

once upon a time..we were besties..best friends

and now ur acting like we dun even care..

u assume

that we judged u..

that we choose side..

that we were flawless..

that we remain just fine..

that things a normal..

that u were not important..

well, BFF..this is wat u shud know

- we didnt judged because we're not in ur shoe

- we didnt choose a side because we're already by ur side

- we weren't perfect, non of us are

- we're not normal bcause u weren't here

- we missed u because u were important

we're might not be the best friend u needed..but we do love u..doesn't matter wat happened, how things turn out to be..we are BFF. hope sumday u'll realized that we are still standing here for you..

Take Care now..

p/s - life might be complicated but friendship doesn't need to b this complicated..sigh..so, watever..

a loss

I collected all my strength just to create this post...Yesterday morning, i loss a friend..a dear friend. He had an accident at Alor Gajah, on his way back to SSTMI or formally known as SSBP where he worked as teacher and hockey coach..

He's someone i knew back in SSBP, we were schoolmates..but during that time we were the first batch to register at SSBP..there's only about a dozen boys and half a dozen girls that time..hehe..it was fun and scary since the school was so big n new.. the 2nd batch came in after a couple of weeks, so basically all of us know each other well before the 2nd batch came..

After i heard about him yesterday, i felt the loss eventhou i havent seen him for almost a year..i try to recall moments in SSBP and after all i cud remember of him is how he always smile everyday, hardly see him being serious..then i still cud hear his voice "Azan" everyday at SSBP Surau..he had a unique voice, very calming..
i didnt know that he's married and have a lil prince..huhu..i feel sorry for his family. i kinda regret that i didnt know more bout him these days since we were close before..i hope his wife and kids will be ok..that nite i waited to hear news about the accident in the 'TV3 news' at 8pm..n as soon as i saw the visual of him on the road, with his blood..i started to cry. its so sad to see sumone u know gone just like that..well Allah SWT love him more....

here's a link to his story in the news paper:
http://www.hmetro.com.my/articles/Rempuhlorimelintang/Article
http://www.sinarharian.com.my/semasa/lori-dirempuh-3-kali-guru-antara-maut-1.79495

i know im not the only one who feel this loss, most of our friends feels it too.. yesterday i didnt only loss a friend, i loss a brother..and Abg Fakh, u will be missed..Al-Fatihah..

p/s - drive safely peeps..b safe..

M.A.J.O.K

lalalalala..its been a while since my last post, almost two weeks ago..ngehngehngeh..happy holiday is over..huhu..tomorrow a new advanture will begin..working lor, wat else? da!

anyways, my Hari Raya Aidil Fitri holiday was a blast..full with food and zzzZZzzz..muahahaha..tats all i did all day long, and it feel so goo000ooodd...kekekekee..

then i came back to my S.A home..kemas umah sket..then went lepaking n movies marathon (the expandables 2 - hilarious n fun then followed by total recall - nice but since it was back to back im kinda sleeepyy..heheee)

so then i got M.A.J.O.K...lalalaalalaa..then i treat myself with a new pinky..my new shyang! muaaaghss..muaghss..new gadjet! ahahaa..i been wanting to spend for new lappy for quite sumtime so today i finally buy my own lappy..yeay!!! a treat lepas M.A.J.O.K..muahahah...gelak jahat byk2..

so here's a quote after M.A.J.O.K :



hehee..thanks to my cu n pakcu for the time spend jalan2 searching for my pinky..

p/s - singing Jeripah....nah amik lirik skali, muahaha...

Sayangku, aku pasti
Kau sebahagianku
Sayangku, aku yakin
Takdir kita bertemu

Biarkan semua berlalu
All i know i’ll always have you
Pengganti tempat mengadu
Selamanya, engkaulah.. hanya

Sayangku, aku pasti
Takdir kita bertemu
Biarkan semua berlalu
All i know i’ll always have you
Pengganti tempat mengadu
Selamanya, engkaulah

Biarkan semua berlalu
All i know i always have you
Pengganti tempat mengadu
Selamanya, engkaulah.. hanya

Selama-lamanya
Selamanya

Bored..

today is my last day at work..tomorrow coootiii already, hehee..Penang here i come!!!! huhu..all i cud think about is just i wanna go home..so today here's sumthing, a reminder for everyone including me.. :)

sumtimes we just forget how much a person worth until we lose them..x0x0

p/s - Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir & batin..

Learning

So..im learning..will try harder to understand..to learn more..
Enjoy...



After a while you learn
The subtle difference between
Holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning
And company doesn’t always mean security.

And you begin to learn
That kisses aren’t contracts
And presents aren’t promises
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes ahead
With the grace of a woman
Not the grief of a child

And you learn
To build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow’s ground is
Too uncertain for plans
And futures have a way
Of falling down in mid flight

After a while you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much
So you plant your own garden
And decorate your own soul
Instead of waiting
For someone to bring you flowers

And you learn
That you really can endure
That you are really strong
And you really do have worth
And you learn and you learn
With every good bye you learn.

Veronica A. Shoffstall

Quotes of the day

‎”I’ve lived long enough to know that most of the things I worried about never happened, that most of the things I felt bad about turned out to be for the better, and that most of the things I hoped would stay the same couldn’t stay the same if they wanted to, because change is the Process of Life Itself.” -Neale Donald Walsch

Nite2..

Marriage

These days couple of my friends told me bout their marriage..
They just divorced their wifey..adoiyai
And one of them have only been married for few months..just imagine how tats make me feel.

Honestly,this is how i feel..Im scare of marriage..does marriage even last these days? Looking around, i realized most of my friends are having marriage problem. It makes me wonder, wat have gone wrong? This doesnt seems real..its like watching telenovela on tv3, demn..before this, i dun think our parents face these thing..divorce percentage are getting higher nowadays..the question is y?

Is this happened because of our level of stress is increasing these days? Or because women believe in their rights to speak out their opinion? Or because of our expectation are increasing,higher and higher each days?

Well,i have no answer..(mls mau cari jwpan jgk), but from where i see things and from wat my friends told me its basically because of unfulfill desire or needs..a person desire or needs from their partner vary..

For example, i need sumone who always care about me..constantly check on me.which might not be wat u need..i desire for sumone who can give me opinion not sumone who decide for me..sumone else might want the opposite..

So moral of the story, each n everyone of us shud master one thing and one thing only..the ability to understand wat our partner needs n desire..if u fulfill these they will be happy..happy partner = happy marriage. Which is a department where mens always failed..lalalaa..jgn mrh ey, but its kinda true..

Apart from tat..I feel sad. It seems like women is the cause of the problem..we want so much, we expect too much and we desire too much..is tat the case? I dunno..and i wont judge. But to me communicate what u want, dun expect men to understand..they wont believe me..u have to tell them. They wont listen in the beginning, but use other method to buried those thought in their brains..ladies, come on use ur imagination n creativity..hehee..

Marriage is hard work..n life is sumthin u cant predict or forecast..hehe..so redha n doa for the besh..

P/s-gd luck ladies.. ;)

27

Rite now im officially 27y.o

Hehe..so old oledy meh..

Wat to do..im 27 y.o and still so far away from wat i wanna be..

But Alhamdulillah im pretty happy with my life so far..

Yes i have my ups and down..well, who doesn't,aite?

I realized i've miss a few dreams..

Which i cant have from where i stand aite now..huhu

1. Didnt get to represent malaysia in hockey..i throw tat dream so far away when i continue my studies in Arau before..adeh, still thinks i cud have done better..shud have struggle more..

2. Get degree in physioterapy..another set back, but all n all i still glad i decided to work first, i might not b where i am rite now if i continue studies for my degree..not my 'rezeki'

So other than these two thing i still can fight, can struggle, can strive for it..

From where i c things rite now, Allah got better plan for me..so i'll keep my head up high..doa for the besh n believe sumday i cud look back n smile..

P/s- life doesnt always end up the way we plan but all the set back doesnt mean we have failed..its simply shows there are millions possibility in life! ;)

Forward

Lets live without fear..

 

im progressing.. ;)

Baby steps..

Im taking baby steps..

Im stepping forward..

Not going back where i am before..

Slow progress is progress..

Better than no progress kot..

Ngee..

I will b better..

At least i'll try..

I'll fight with all i got..

I might b hurt..

I might bleed..

But i'll give my all..

I'll fight!

So baby steps..

Moving forward..

P/s- Im striving for progress not perfection..im not perfect..

Aku, kau & dia - shila amzah

Nafasmu bermulanya langkahku
Menghembus kata dari hatiku
Dimana takdir ini menyatukan kau dan dia
Dalam hati yang mencari cinta

[Chorus]
Usah kau tangisi perpisahan
Aku merasai cinta
Aku kau dia bahagia rasa
Bersatu dalam cinta yang membara
Biar sakit ku kerna cinta
Ternyata untuk yang sempurna

Berat jua rasa bersatu
Walaupun sedar akan menghilang
Dimana takdir ini memisah kau dan aku
Hanya cinta kekal yang ku harapkan

Usah kau tangisi perpisahan
Aku merasai cinta
Aku kau dia bahagia rasa
Bersatu dalam cinta yang membara
Biar sakit ku kerna cinta
Ternyata untuk yang sempurna

Dunia ini hanya tuk sementara saja
Pasti ada kenangan kita berdua
Namun hati tak pernah mengharapkan
Kerna ku tau dirimu kini mencintainya

Biar sakit ku kerna cinta
Bahagia aku kau dan dia

Aku kau dia bahagia rasa
Bersatu dalam cinta yang membara
Ohh.. biar sakit ku kerna cinta
Bahagia aku kau dan dia

P/s- layan tis song..smp aidil pon da leh nyanyi,masalah x? ahahaaa...