E.M.O

feeling very tense n emotional..

have to buck-up..raise up my game!!!!

hiyahhhhhh...

p/s - imy..

Disappointment

hey..its been a while..been busy with work and studies and life..and..watever..hehe..

anyway..i just have to write today.its actually my very own disappointment with the current level of hockey in Malaysia.. .its not like we are not improving, we have, but there's been hear say which i finally got the chance to looked at it with my own eyes (and it was true..not just hear say anymore)..well its not new issues..malaysian hockey (woman especially) mixed up with too many hands and ideas = hancurrrr

this new story i heard last week..there are one particular university trying hard to get the attention..lol..i guess they haven't succeed in anything else before.so they are pushing their name thru..well pushing their athletes to be included in the national team competing internationally..

well..the thing is im not really disappointed at the university as i understand it is essential to make sure our name appear to the top management such as KPT. but then wat i am disappointed about is the means they used to make sure their athletes got into the team..me as a hockey player knows for sure there are way better players than this university players..i dun even want to compare them with my team..i know for sure there are at least 5 more national or former national or former national junior athletes in other universities excluding my own team..for wat ever reason these university athletes were chosen (which i dun c relevant) as they are representing the nation..MALAYSIA..!

being beaten with thailand is one thing but at least wat they can do is bringing hockey national team to another level..why cant they at least bring the best player this country have and prepare the team properly..grown the team not main tangkap muat..adehh..then claim its the best achievement or better achievement than before?? seriously in know the way they will present this so called achievement..been to their meeting before.. we cud have at least reach the final in that tournament then raise more money to build up our own team later on..silly decision which in long run will hurt the national team fund..lalalalala..ketok pale kat dinding sket..

anyway..who am i to tell these people to think twice before making such decision..they already fill their eyes with current glory..yeah right 2nd runners up kot? but then what will happen in the long run..? will ever, i repeat ever the womens Malaysian National team raised their fund to make proper planning for the development or maybe even for the current national athletes to be send abroad for test match or other tournament? sigh...its been more than 15years i've involve directly and indirectly to hockey in Malaysia and there is no yearly national league for womens team..just Raja Noorashikin Cup..tats it. one cup a year and u had ur finger crossed there will be more talented players..sigh again..

to those involve in National Malaysian team i wish go0d luck and all the best..just please try not to only think about u..urself..and ur tummy..think about our nation pride, our beloved Malaysia..

Salam....

p/s - nasi suda jadi kanji..tara guna mau bebel pnjg2..owh, bnyak pnjg ini beras..! LOL :p




 

boredd..

what a day..bored n hottt..wallawey..air conditioner not functioning..bangang..its been a few month..demn!

so wat else to do other than listening to music..n smp pening jgk dgr lagu neh, ahaha..

enjoy!

eh lupe..wanna go to Legoland...lets jom, pleeaaasee..anyone? *sigh*

Lirik Lagu : Judika - Aku Yang Tersakiti

Pernahkah kau merasa jarak antara kita

Kini semakin terasa setelah kau kenal dia

Aku tiada percaya teganya kau putuskan

Indahnya cinta kita yang tak ingin ku akhiri

Kau pergi tinggalkanku

Tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti

Engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari

Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku

Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

Memang takkan mudah bagiku tuk lupakan segalanya

Aku pergi untuk dia

Tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti

Engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari

Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku

Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

(walau tak bersama dia)

Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku

Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

p/s - meski jejak pisah kan kita, cinta kan bawa kembali...pada ku..! another song..sok pulak, hehe..

lil thing...

Sumtimes I wonder

When the smallest lil thing can make u smile..does it means sumthing?
Well....

My heart skips a beat when u do this small lil thing..

Imy..