it's complicated

erm..one of my fren love story makes me wonder, how relationship can be so complicated? isn't love supposed to be sweet n nice, good n beautiful? n it keep me wonder..

from my eyes..or shud i say my point of view,ahaha..cm b'debat plak
love's complicated because we make it complicated..y cant we just keep it simple? well not everybody believed in simplicity..so does that means its actually depends on our very own view? our very own expectation? my expectation of love n ur expectation on the very same subject IS different, right?

for example, u might expect ur love to be right by ur side everyday..u might expect ur relationship to be between just the two of u..but on the other hand, ur love one might expect that u accept or understand that her/his work wont allow he/she to be by urside all the time..and further more she/he might expect that u'll get along with all her/his family..so all these details and expectations shud be discussed..shud be shared in our daily communications process..dun u think so?

well failure to do so will lead to argument..and pain in the ass (ahahah..i mean luka d ati)..and somehow it will add up and lead to a break off..which totally the day when we realized how much communications is vital in a relationship..but then it was too late, aite? it doesnt matter wat kind of relationship u have..communications is the key to make a relationship works..

so do we keep our expectations high or just to the level that it supposed to be? i'll keep my expectations high when i want it to works..but my advise be sure to share it with the love ones..if they dun know anything about it then definitely the relationship not gonna work..dun u think so?

..48 hours..

1. y does it feels like years away..?
2. i missed u so much more when i noe im gonna c u..ouch!
3. there's so many things i wanna say..
4. there's so lil time to spend together..
5. it hurts so bad..
6. wish u hear me calling u tonite..n every nite [lol]
7. time pls pass by faster..
8. 1-2-1-2-1-2-1-2..

..burden..

my life
..is a burden
..is a mess
..is clueless
..is fucked up

but my life
..is not for u to bear
..is not for u to accept
..is not for u to abide
..is not for u to tolerate

all the words tat i cudn't say..

1. i missed u so much...
2. i wish i cud just c u for a sec0nd today...
3. i wish i cud touch u...
4. i care for u more than myself rite n0w...
5. i waited for ur call & text eventhou i noe u'r sleepin...
6. i wish i cud feel u beside me...
7. i wish i can c u in my dreams later on...
8. and i wish u can feel what i am feelin inside me rite n0w..

p/s- i wish u'll read this..gd nite!

..lil explanation..

there's one day one of my closest fren..out of nowhere send me a text message:

'aku terasa nak bg advice.Never fall in love or care about sumone more than yourself. if u want love, find sumeone tat loves u more than u love them..dun teach ur heart 2 love, teach ur heart to think..becoz love hurts....'

hurm..s0 i was like "demn, am i in love with sumone who loves me more or not??"...hahahaa..at tat time i was convinced tat person does love me more..darn it! i was so stupid..huhu..

well..wat makes me so confident? come to think of it again...there's nothing..demn again. lets just name this person as B it will make it easier for me later to explain..Lol..
so it all started with a stupid text messages..while at the time B was having a rough time with B gf. i came out of no where and B was telling all the problem B n the gf were having & i wus like..wateve..but then i feel so attached to B. and then they broke-up, and me come in B's life..

well the real deal is i spend 2 years waiting for B to really let go the gf..and then i refuse to continue my degree & when to work for another 2 years and when everything had really settle down B was having an affair with another women..so demn2x! wtf??

all these while i shud have listen to my fren's advice..all these while but unfortunately i didnt... so now i was thinkin, what if i told everyone this advice? then there'll be no more love in this world..becoz everybody is trying to find the person who love them more than they love that person..muahahaa..darn it again!