true love..??

true love..does it really exist? i dunno..but i hope so..hehe..i'm sure most of us = women/men believe in true love. well, everybody have their very own version of true love which always end with happy ending right? will everyone have their happy ending? i wonder.. but when i looked around there's no such thing as happy ending. because eventhough u'd end up with the 1 person u wanna b with, there's always "something" happen in ur relationship after tat..its just how life is..or is it??

so wat do u call those who got to be with "the one"? i'll call them lucky, a very lucky person. for example, one of my fren end up marrying her high school sweet heart..but before tat she did go through hard time getting to know the hubby family and this very 'outgoing' fren of mine have to wear 'tudung' to tackle the hubby mom. my lucky fren..haha..God Bless both of u!

another questions is how wud u really noe u have found "the one"?from my own experiences, i'll say u'll never noe for sure..ahaha..bcos me, after a 6 years relationship..when i tot i knew everything bout my-x..it turn out to b the other way around..demn! so, is true love a gamble? u tell me..

and then what about the phrase people always said.."klu da jodoh x kemana" i think this quote came from a Malay movie isn't? do u really believe in 'jodoh'? dun ask me..i'm clueless..hahaa..

my real question is where does the idea true love came from? movies we watch? books we read? or from our fren? parents maybe? i dunno..for me i'll say its the movie fault..hehee...my example wud be "p/s-I love U"..huhu..nice..

Stupid Women Driver @ MRR2

i have this excellent story about a black viva driver name Nor Fazilah bt Ahmad Junid (i/c num - 810910-08-5694)..usually i dun really agree when people used to say women driver = stupid as i'm a women (not a bitch). so most of the time i wud ignore it..but not yesterday!! yesterday turn out to b the turning point as i also wud say from now on "women driver does sucks!!" not all but most of them really does..sigh~~

anyway the story started like this..me n my dear fren when for a lil shopping at nilai3.on our way back we were laughing n talk bout stuff..as we'r getting closer to the taman melati exit, my fren give signal to the left then i noticed a black viva car also wanted to take the taman melati exit, tat car almost hit us as the driver didnt notice us..stupid isnt it? u wanna take left u give signal n check ur side mirror lar shayang..da!! so my dear fren just giv this stupid black viva a honk..
if u familiar with the MRR2 taman melati exit u'll know this..there's a triffic light before u can take right turn, like the normal flyover lar..so my fren take the left lane & we'r so unfortunate as we didnt notice the black stupid viva is on our right.as the traffic light turn green my dear fren glide her car slowly to the right then suddently.."bumm!!" guess wat? tat fucking stupid drive hit us!! my first impression.."damn! she's fucking crazy"..so my fren stop the car n i quickly go out to check the car as my dear fren walk to this fucking crazy women car. u know wat is the 1st thing i noticed as i when out of the car? this fucking stupid bitch is talking to her phone without any handfree..wtf!

luckly there's just a small "kemek" on the my dear fren car, but the biggest mistake this bitch did is what she said to my dear fren..below is the real conversation as i heard it from my car:

my dear fren : hoi..reti bawak kete ke x ko neh?
x kan ko x nmpk sy jalan?
bitch : ape pulak puan yg da salah jalan.. <---da salah x nak ngaku tuh! my dear fren : eh ko neh..ko tgk tu semua org ke kanan mane ade org terus??!!
bitch : ala..puan tgk ler arrow jalan puan tu ke mane..terus kn??
(sambil berjalan tgk kete viva color itam dia, bukan nak tgk kete yg dia langgar..such a bitch)
my dear fren : oii..tgk ler arrow tu ke kanan ngn terus..so sukeati mak bapak aku ler aku nak
terus ke nak ke kanan. yg ko nyer jln tu arrow ke kanan apsal ko jln terus??!
ko lesen da berape thn?
bitch : 5 tahun ( dgn berlagak tuh)
my dear fren : ok xpe jom settle balai
bitch : ah..blah ar!
(terus masuk dalam kete viva thn 2008 bln march dia, ape ingat i xtau??huh!)
bitch : ala..x kena pon
leeya : ape hal lak x kena kak oii..kiteorg xde mase nak berenti lar klu x kena
(i ngn chill nyer masuk campur)
bitch : ah..blah ar!
(this bitch without any guild just drive away)

well, this bitch had truelly show me she a bitch so i knocked her window HARD!! kekekee..suit u well bitchy women..

anyway just for ur info bitchy women in black viva BJW 1599 u make a very big mistake..u knock a police officer car dear..so my dear fren call a police MPV car to find her car, so whenever the duty police officer notice her black viva she'll b taken to the nearest police station..hehee..plus today we already got ur full home address in CHERAS, ur i/c num and etc..etc..so if u got a FEW summons (i really meant a few only ya..) be ready..u never know if just maybe suddently u have warrant on ur name..hahaa (devil laugh)

i not fucking mad with this fucking bitch, all im saying is u can always say "im sorry kak, its my mistake..im not familiar with this area". and the most fucking worst answer u gonna get is an angry person yelling at u..plus u shud go n c wat happen to the other persons car ok?? but now since the way u acted as a fucking bitch..u gonna get a fucking summons and police officer st ur door (most probably, soon!)..hahaa.. so to all women driver...wats wrong with admitting tat its ur mistakes when it is ur mistakes??

DEAR FREN...

hey..been few weeks since my last post. im bz with stuff..fren's stufff n mine as well.
just finished watching Grey's Anatomy (season 5)..huhu..its sad n happy but mostly sad n romance..anyway, everybody shud watch it.want my copy?? Rm5 for 1 series..hahaa.

this is not actually my topic..i wanna talk bout anger. today im so fucking angry with sume1 who i still consider as my fren. im not proud of this fren of mine and im so fucking angry. so..the thing is u claim tat ur in love with some1. u wanna b with this some1 (who happens to be my fren as well, damn, its a small world), u ask this person to leave behind her fren to b with u (or its her decision, i dunno) and then out of nowhere now ur claiming u dun want her around..said she doesnt spend much time with u? she's too fucking bz with her job? so ur moving on..opsie..moving back to ur 'X' since she'll b able to spend time with u, to take care of u..

this earth had never move backward..so i believe, strongly, tat we shud b moving foward not backward. and dear fren listen to me..'antoo' or no 'antoo', ghost or no ghost, this wat happen this thing is stupid. she's been bz since u know her, so dun expect her to change..u accept her like tat before so live with it. dun complaint after u have promised to her to b together. . . u have been doing the same fucking thing over n over n over again.

its all not for me to judge..watever happens between the 2 of u is totally not my problem. but both of u are my fren & each time there's a problem u wud cum running and ask for advise, wud told me almost everything and hope tat i wud c it from where u c it. i do c it from ur view fren, but u never, i repeat, never listen or follow any of my advise nor others advices. u do it ur own way and u expect all of us to accecpt ur decision which when sumthing goes wrong again we'r the 1 who have to listen to everything?? but here's the thing..i'm fucking tired of all this!! so if u think this time i wud stand here n be strong for u, u'r WRONG..go find some1 who can because i CANT take any of this no more.

dear fren..one more thing, i'll stand for her here. i will try my very best to b here for her..n i am giving up on u..