hurm...

hurm..its been more than 24hours n u'r still mad at me? well..y not its my fault right? but somehow, i'v started to wonder..have i done anythin wrong? its just a drink..a teh tarik session with a college n u punish me as if im having an affair behind ur back? i'v apologized about it anyway and now u wont even talk to me? i'm not mad..its just make me sad..i miss u, so much..n u keep pushing me away. i guess saying 'im sorry' is just not enough..i wish u would tell me what else u want me to do, coz this 'not talking' scene is a waste of time since i noe u missed me too.. :p

~Love da Way U Lie~

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can’t breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It’s like I’m in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It’s like I’m huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She f—–g hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I’m leaving you
No you ain’t
Come back
We’re running right back
Here we go again
It’s so insane
Cause when it’s going good
It’s going great
I’m Superman
With the wind in his bag
She’s Lois Lane
But when it’s bad
It’s awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who’s that dude
I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on her
I’ll never stoop so low again
I guess I don’t know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you’re with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit ‘em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get ‘em
Now you’re getting f—–g sick
Of looking at ‘em
You swore you’ve never hit ‘em
Never do nothing to hurt ‘em
Now you’re in each other’s face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit ‘em
You push
Pull each other’s hair
Scratch, claw, bit ‘em
Throw ‘em down
Pin ‘em
So lost in the moments
When you’re in ‘em
It’s the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it’s best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don’t know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It’s a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin’ over
But you promised her
Next time you’ll show restraint
You don’t get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that’s why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn’t mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper’s just as bad
As mine is
You’re the same as me
But when it comes to love
You’re just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn’t you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed
I’ll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it’s lies
I’m tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I’m a liar
If she ever tries to f—–g leave again
I’ma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

p/s - love the way u lie...

KISSIN' U..! ~wink2~

Sparks fly
Its like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s
No where in this world I would rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Its frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I’ve never seen

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Walls of made sure
I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this till
I knew it was right for me

But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

:: Don't > Shania Twain ::

Don't.. don't you wish we tried
Do you feel what I feel inside
You know love is stronger than pride
Don't.. no don't
Let your anger grow
Just tell me what you need me to know
Please talk to me don't close the door
Cause I wanna hear you.. wanna be near you

Don't fight.. don't argue
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go

Don't.. don't give up on trust
Don't give up on me.. on us
We could just hold on long enough
We can do it.. we'll get through it

Don't fight.. don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go

Don't pretend that it's ok
Things won't get better that way
And don't do something you might regret someday
Don't..
Don't give up on me

We can do it.. we'll get through it

Don't fight.. don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go

Don't fight.. don't argue (Don't give up on me)
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry (say that I'm sorry)
Just let me love you (Don't give up on me)
Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go

Don't fight.. don't argue
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you (don't give up on me)
Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go

AKU SAYANG PADAMU _ Atiek CB

Taukah Engkau Kekasih
Apa Yang Slalu Aku Rasakan
Disaat-saat Aku Sedang Sendiri
Selalu Saja Ingat Padamu

aku Sayang Padamu
aku Ingin Dirimu
Selalu BersamAku
aku Sayang Padamu

aku Sayang Aku Sayang Padamu

Taukah Engkau Kekasih
Apa Yang Slalu Aku Pikirkan
Disaat-saat Aku Sedang Sendiri
aku Selalu Memikirkanmu

aku Sayang Padamu
aku Ingin Dirimu
Selalu BersamAku
aku Sayang Padamu

aku Sayang
Aku Sayang Padamuuu

p/s - sometimes it is best left unsaid..but i do miss u much :p

sigh~ part2

~sigh~ speechless, the thought of it is t0o painful..sigh~

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I’m gonna miss
I’m still learning how to give
I’m not giving up
I’m still learning how to love
Learning how to love…
Learning how to love

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love
(The art of love)

Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still trying to learn the art of love
Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
I'm gonna get it sometimes, cause I'm still learning
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
The art art of love

::dull day::

wat a dull day..since there's not so much work at my ofis..demn! its boring..da! used to do multitasking everyday & now only 1 or 2 task on my desk..adoiyai, wat a dull day..it makes me miss my shayang so much...hehehe..(wats the connection between my shayang n my work @my ofis? i also dunno..wahahaha! my blog so my rules..b0le?)

so to my shayang, i got 1 song lyric for u..

Aku tak biasa, bila tiada kau di sisiku
Aku tak biasa, bila ku tak mendengar suaramu
Aku tak biasa, bila tak memeluk dirimu
Aku tak biasa, bila ku tidur tanpa belaianmu
Aku tak biasa, aku tak biasa

p/s - pls be here quickly..ahaha..!

::TAKDIR CINTA::

ku tutup mataku
dari semua pandanganku
bila melihat matamu
ku yakin ada cinta
ketulusan hati yang mengulir lembut

penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa
yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku

reff:
andaikan ku bisa lebih adil
pada cinta kau dan dia
aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
ku tak luput dari dosa

biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
takdir cinta harus begini
ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku

penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa
yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku

~121212~

hurm..its a fine day today, but unfortunately not my heart ..isk3..
its seems like days have passed since the last time i hear ur voice,huhu..
the truth is..its only been a few hours ago k0t, huahuahua..i miss u!!

well..me actually very lazy to do anything la today. without u..kunun la kn?
if u can call me p0n, u'r still hundred miles away..ahaha..
wat ever it is, i am lazy today..huhu..lant0k ctu..

hurm..i've read zara's blog about LDR..my very own comment :

1. true.. it depends on the individual - the way each person view LDR is different & LDR isn't easy thats for sure (believe me, i noe..ahaha..). if u see LDR as a problem then dun proceed with this relationship coz when u realize u cant work it out, it hurts..both party of coz.
2. the trust...huhuu..plus freedom, cuci2 mata,honesty.. - this is the real issue in LDR, do u trust 100% or like zara said dun ever trust 100%? ahaha..the truth is I dunno for sure also but i wud say trust is important in a relationship of any kind la..frendship pon. but then in LDR i wud say.."no comment,bole?"..wahahaa..
   
3. and i wud add another important thing in LDR.. one's commitment to the other person - most likely the distance is the problem..so wat u do to counter it does matter. i guess we can always use the technology to counter this. for example, skyppe..fb..ym..vdeo call..phone call..sms..email..etc..etc..all this wud definitely help. however the willingness to travel for a date? muahahaa..susah tuh eh? well that kind of commitment is important for LDR to work..

hurm..the truth is im missing sumone badly n i need to distract myself from work for a while..ahahaha..

p/s - get ur ass over ere ASAP!! :p

..i need u 2..

i've been wishing tat u wud understand me..darn it ur not ere with me, so im angry

i've been wishing tat ur ere with me..still ur so so very far away, and im angry again

i've been hoping i'll see u today..well, wat i'v shud said in ur dreams la wey then im still angry

and then suddenly u said u need me..dear cant u c i need u t0o..but u make my day coz im not angry anymore..i noe i got u..

saje je nk ke laut dulu..the truth is I need u to0..tu je nk ckp ;)

::Awin's national Day::

yeay..awin's besday tomorrow,huahuahua..
well, last year it turn out to b a total disaster..we when to a "terlara karoke" session, huhu..since she just broke up with her X..all 'lagu2' terlara, bole? adess..
so this year i v0w to giv her the very besh besday celebration ever...can eh? muahahaa..got some devilish plan goin on..and some pretty cute besday present to0..miahahaha, like nurul always said..so everybody..nurul,pja,cik ema, nalins, abg lanz, along..lets party!!!

hehee..cnt wait for tomorrow. lalink~ please be @midvalley by 8pm ya, i have some verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry go0d plan just f0r u..~~~weeeeeeee~~~

happy together

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)

:: hurm ::

its been a while since my last post..been doin sum thinkin & spendin time organizing life i guess. plus, been watching L word..muahahaa..n most of the time all the drama in L word really makes me think..mostly about relationship that i have, past & present..

one of my biggest question : shud u stay in a relationship after a betrayal?
seriously..does it worth it to b in a that kind of relationship? to suffer the pain just t0 keep the relationship? demn..i guess it up to urself. for me, im sure i wont..but come t0 think of it again dun everyone makes mistakes? we'r just human being..however its all depends on urself again..as for me it depends what kind of betrayal la..or how u really defined the word 'betrayal',hehee..a simple lie can be defined as betrayal or the worst case scenario, in bed with another person other than urself..muahahaha..wallawey..love hurts so?? i guess when u let urself to fall in love, u'r truly letting urself to be hurt..dun fall if u dun wanna get hurt la then, aite?

it's complicated

erm..one of my fren love story makes me wonder, how relationship can be so complicated? isn't love supposed to be sweet n nice, good n beautiful? n it keep me wonder..

from my eyes..or shud i say my point of view,ahaha..cm b'debat plak
love's complicated because we make it complicated..y cant we just keep it simple? well not everybody believed in simplicity..so does that means its actually depends on our very own view? our very own expectation? my expectation of love n ur expectation on the very same subject IS different, right?

for example, u might expect ur love to be right by ur side everyday..u might expect ur relationship to be between just the two of u..but on the other hand, ur love one might expect that u accept or understand that her/his work wont allow he/she to be by urside all the time..and further more she/he might expect that u'll get along with all her/his family..so all these details and expectations shud be discussed..shud be shared in our daily communications process..dun u think so?

well failure to do so will lead to argument..and pain in the ass (ahahah..i mean luka d ati)..and somehow it will add up and lead to a break off..which totally the day when we realized how much communications is vital in a relationship..but then it was too late, aite? it doesnt matter wat kind of relationship u have..communications is the key to make a relationship works..

so do we keep our expectations high or just to the level that it supposed to be? i'll keep my expectations high when i want it to works..but my advise be sure to share it with the love ones..if they dun know anything about it then definitely the relationship not gonna work..dun u think so?

..48 hours..

1. y does it feels like years away..?
2. i missed u so much more when i noe im gonna c u..ouch!
3. there's so many things i wanna say..
4. there's so lil time to spend together..
5. it hurts so bad..
6. wish u hear me calling u tonite..n every nite [lol]
7. time pls pass by faster..
8. 1-2-1-2-1-2-1-2..

..burden..

my life
..is a burden
..is a mess
..is clueless
..is fucked up

but my life
..is not for u to bear
..is not for u to accept
..is not for u to abide
..is not for u to tolerate

all the words tat i cudn't say..

1. i missed u so much...
2. i wish i cud just c u for a sec0nd today...
3. i wish i cud touch u...
4. i care for u more than myself rite n0w...
5. i waited for ur call & text eventhou i noe u'r sleepin...
6. i wish i cud feel u beside me...
7. i wish i can c u in my dreams later on...
8. and i wish u can feel what i am feelin inside me rite n0w..

p/s- i wish u'll read this..gd nite!

..lil explanation..

there's one day one of my closest fren..out of nowhere send me a text message:

'aku terasa nak bg advice.Never fall in love or care about sumone more than yourself. if u want love, find sumeone tat loves u more than u love them..dun teach ur heart 2 love, teach ur heart to think..becoz love hurts....'

hurm..s0 i was like "demn, am i in love with sumone who loves me more or not??"...hahahaa..at tat time i was convinced tat person does love me more..darn it! i was so stupid..huhu..

well..wat makes me so confident? come to think of it again...there's nothing..demn again. lets just name this person as B it will make it easier for me later to explain..Lol..
so it all started with a stupid text messages..while at the time B was having a rough time with B gf. i came out of no where and B was telling all the problem B n the gf were having & i wus like..wateve..but then i feel so attached to B. and then they broke-up, and me come in B's life..

well the real deal is i spend 2 years waiting for B to really let go the gf..and then i refuse to continue my degree & when to work for another 2 years and when everything had really settle down B was having an affair with another women..so demn2x! wtf??

all these while i shud have listen to my fren's advice..all these while but unfortunately i didnt... so now i was thinkin, what if i told everyone this advice? then there'll be no more love in this world..becoz everybody is trying to find the person who love them more than they love that person..muahahaa..darn it again!

true love..

true love..we often hear these words..most of us believed in it (men & women)..the question is where did we got this true love idea? does it really exist anyway? maybe it came from the movies we watch, books we read, frens maybe? but does it exist in this cruel world? i wonder..n sometimes doubt it. the truth is..i dunno..for real..i dunno.. but i do wish true love exist in this world, somehow. so that the world wont be such a harsh place..so that at least there's hope..

another interesting question wud me how the hell do we noe whether that person is the so called "the one"? i guess no matter wat u do, "the one" is hard to find..doesn't it? only the lucky one wud be able to b with their "the one".. am i delusional be believing that s0meday i'll find "the one"? hahaaa..u tell me..

call me delusional..call me insane..i'll hold on to this true love hope..wahahaa.. ;)

..inconsolable..

huney..
i missed u so much..
pls be back s0on..
im inconsolable when ur not around..

~Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all i ever wanted, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I memorized the number
So why can't i make the call
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility (ohh)~

fallin..

love..most of the time we heard peeps says "im falling in love with u.."
but we hardly heard anyone says "im falling out of love..with u"

my questios : is falling out of love possible? y? love dies??
well i have no idea..lol :p

i guess love..relationship is no easy business..things happens in between of everything..
so just imagine one day u wake up beside someone whom u loved ur whole life and suddenly all that u cud say is "i dont love u anymore"..demn! is it even possible?

RE: things i want to do after a break-up..

1. Lay down at the beach the whole day - DONE
2. Eat lots of lots of lots of ice cream - NOT YET
3. go bungee jumping - WHER TO FIND THIS THING??
4. workout at the gym 4 hours a day for whole month - STARTING FROM FEB!!
5. shout as loud as I can - DONE
6. go mountain climbing - NOT YET
7. try scuba diving – but I have to learn swimming 1st - I'LL SKIP THIS,AHAHA..
8. go backpack to Europe – haha..nice2 - ANYONE?LETS JOM??
9. drink oranges juice only the whole day - DONE
10. watch every movie at the cinema in 1 day - NOT YET..DEMN
11. lepaking with my bestfriends at chilli’s - AWIN..PJA..CIK EMA..NURUL..NALINS..LETS JOM!!
12. go clubbing - NOT YET..DEMN AGAIN
13. smoke the whole box of cigarettes in 1 hour - DONE!!
14. listen to every single love song I can find in my room - DONE
15. take my picture every 1 minutes for the whole day - TMROW LA..EHEH
16. lepaking alone at starbuck with coffee only - DONE
17. send a different sms to every phone number in my handphone - NOT YET..
18. go karaoke.. - TODAY!!
19. learn tae kwon do back..& try to get black belt - SKIPPING!
20. try surfing..hahaha - I LOIKE!! ANYONE WITH ME?

...please...[part2]

hurm..last nite i felt like i've disappeared..
felt like i've vanished..
felt like i finally found peace..
but somehow..i've made people around me worried..
[sorry u guys..didnt meant to do tat..]
i just need my alone time..
need time to think..
need time to accept..
need time to figure.. how i really feel..
and somehow i never feel alone..
i guess i can feel u guys around me..ahahaha..bole?

please let me heal by myself..
i wont be self destructed..promise u tat!

please let me fly away..
n when i come back i'll be better..

please dun leave my side..
coz ur the reason for my tomorrow..

x0x0

dear..

dear..
do u noe how my heart look like rite now?
half of it is already with u..
a part of it is in thousand pieces..
n im picking it back one by one..slowly
but dear..
if u throw away the part that have already in ur hand rite now
then i am lost..
i'll be broken entirely
i wont survive..
and now..
its all in ur hand..

[cintamu]

Cintamu,
Yang kurasa walau tak terucap,
S'makin dalam
Cintamu,yang terukir di batas cintaku,
Selamanya

Tak pernah kumencoba,
Lepaskan cintamu walau sesaat,
Sejujurnya diriku terlalu sayang padamu
Kuingin s'lalu dalam,
Cintamu

Dan tiada yang kan memisahkan,
Selamanya
Cintamu,
Yang terlimpas, terbias matamu
S'lama ini

Adakah di hatimu,
Terbesit satu harapan untukku
Tuk berjanji selamanya kan selalu milikku

Satu cinta,
Tak pernah kumencoba,
Lepaskan cintamu walau sesaat,
Sejujurnya diriku terlalu sayang padamu
Kuingin s'lalu dalam,
Cintamu...

demn...!

its kinda late..n im still wide awake..
im thinkin to myself..will i survive this pain?
do i hv da strength to accept all this?
i've alwez tot im the bad ass..hahaha..
now it seems like ur screwing me..
n u noe wat..u 'kantoi' big time!
i nvr tot this day will come..had nvr xpected it
NEVER...!
and da pain u gave me..its just making me sicker..
no wonder all these while u acted
like i = doesnt matter..
like i = doesnt existed..
like u = didnt needed me..
all becoz u dun..really dun..

******sigh******

...please...

hurm..its late, im watching Manchester United playing against Birmingham..then sumthing makes me think, a whisper..wat had happened to me?wat really happen?i actly didnt noe..didnt really understand it either..

i've always believe there's no way i'll looked the other way other than this..other than wat i have rite now.but sumething happened n now i cant really looked back the way i used to before..i wonder wat had happen..did i lose my mind?or am im bored?wat had changed?can love just dies?or disappeared?is it even possible?then i remember a fren quote:

"Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds;
it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing"

so myb somewhere in the middle i lost my replenishing source? or did i got tired of all the blindness, errors n betrayals?and all tis makes the love dies..........

i just dunno..but wat im very sure rite now, if i ever found Love again..please let it stay n please dun make me turn my head another way again. please....coz i felt so tired, so weak, so fragile n so hopeless..sh0w me da way to keep my Love alive..please?

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Di sebalik kata ada rahsia
Di sebalik senyum ada makna
Kan kubisikkan padamu
Satu hari bila perlu
Saat pasti kau jadi milikku

Biarkanlah aku menanggung rindu
Biarkanlah engkau tiada tahu
Halus kasihku padamu
Zahirnya takku lihatkan
Hingga pasti kau jadi milikku

Entah bila bermula
Cinta yang tak kusangka
Mungkin terlalu lama
Sangsi asmara... terpedaya

Berlalulah masa tak sanggup ku menanti
Gelora di jiwa tak siapa mengerti
Siksanya menanggung rindu
Sukarnya memendam rasa... kekasih

..exactly h0w i feel..

Im sittin here
Thinkin b0ut

How im g0nna do with0ut

U ar0und in my life and h0w am I
I g0n' get by
I ain't g0t n0 days
Just l0nely nights
U want the truth
Well im n0t alright
Feel 0ut of place and 0ut 0f time
I think im g0nna l0se my mind
So tell me h0w U feel
Are U f0r real.....

why..?

why does 'this' hurt so much?
why cant 'this' be easier?
why cant my heart let go?
why cant my heart start listening to me?

i hv so many Q's n no answers..
all these Q's making me felt restless lar..demn!

U belong with me..!!

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?