Exam..

Huhu..finally tmorrow is the day, my final examination day..im lucky got face two paper tmorrow..wallawey..cm xdo ari laen da..mangkok tol. Neway, im studying..yeah rite, no la im typing 4 my blog first then im gonna study..

So tomorrow another day tat i need to pass quickly..dun wanna waste any extra minutes on it..please go faster mr.tomorow, i have too many thing inside my head n too lil time to take it out..so kalu kite kaji, kite kupas.....

So, im copying a fren tweets:
Jatuh..berdiri lagi
Gagal..cuba lagi
Kalah..bangkit lagi
Sampai Tuhan kata 'sudah sampai masanya aku ambil kamu pergi'

So moral of the story..i will b up again, i will rise up n face the world again. I will not gave up..n sum how i will prove to YOU tat i am better than this..

Tats all for today my fund raisin notes are calling me..hehee..

Good nite peeps..

P/s- tired..need a hug ;(

Outs...

Im sleepy..im just about to sleep when my phone rings..demn!

So now i cant sleep..i noe if i force myself to sleep i'll end up with headache..so y bother when i can do sumthing better like updating my blog..hehe..

So todays topic is outsss...this week n next week i'll be outs..
Oustation lor..hehe..gotta accompany a sports team to Sintok, Kedah for a tournament. Then come back from tat i think after a day then going to Kuantan, Pahang for SUKMA..yeay! Dun have to b in the office so much..

So..reading wat i wrote just now make me sleepy again..good job!

So again so..here the program for next two weeks..<-- tis is an improvement..i can only plan three days ahead before, da!

July will be a super bz month..MASUM Fasa 2 in UTHM BATU PAHAT from 13 july to 19 july..again i'll be outsss..huhu..untong la kalu bole byr sewa umh seminggu je..hehe..

Anyways, all these outss is good..then by mid of july its alredy Ramadhan..huhu..then only i can breath easily..till then, there's so much to do but with so limited time..

Tats it for today..tonite study for law paper, tomorrow all out study again..wallawey..wish me luck!

P/s-heart n brain..please dun fail me now..i need u both! Lourve..teman sy? Huhuhu..

Give your heart a break!

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

P/s- thank you 4 being so understanding..4 being there 4 me when i need u the most..

Today..

Gathering wathever left of me to b strong to face the world!

Ganbatte..!

Tats the focus of the year..bole ke? Yes i can..

P/s- Pain makes you stronger. Tears make you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future

Happiness

A simple question..what is happiness? This is sumthing i copy from wikipedia- Happiness is a mental or emotional state of well-being characterized by positive or pleasant emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy.

So happiness..how do we find happiness? I honestly dunno since we are the one who noes wat we need to b happy..

This sumthing i read from a blog..<-- tatau spe

Happiness is something we all supposedly want and strive for, but many of us do not achieve. We may have good days, or fun nights, but in the day to day moments, we get too caught up in emotions like worry, anger, annoyance, or disappointment to be happy.

We are happy by default. If we have our basic survival needs, food, water, shelter, a moderate temperature, enough sleep, and people around us who are good to us…we really should be happy.

The saying “money can’t buy happiness” is repeated a lot, so many times that one would believe it to be true. Truth is, there are a lot of rich people who are miserable, a lot of poor people who are happy…and there are a lot of rich people who are happy, and poor people who are miserable. Money is not tied to happiness, unless a person decides it to be. Some shun money, others envy those who have it, and others still have it but are so afraid of losing it that they still are not ever really happy.

When you encounter in life a tragedy, a death, a major illness or accident, there is so much shock from the feeling of loss that it is not possible to just shake it off. It is then that a lot of people realize what they had before. They wish for yesterday to return, but if yesterday did return, they would not have appreciated it.

During times of major upset, one has to go through mourning and deal with grief.

Outside of times of major upset, happiness is really just a matter of choice. You really can just choose to be happy and be so. Other people and circumstances will arise that are not what you expected, or are obstacles, but whether you’re happy or angry, most of the time, they will still be there. When you choose to maintain your positive outlook, you’ll be more open to solutions than if you allow yourself to get really angry or really sad. If you focus on what you want…happiness….it will return shortly. If you shift your focus to what’s “wrong” in that moment, then happiness will make a quick exit.

..so again wat is happiness? Search deep into urself, find wat actly make u feel comfortable..make u feel alive..n most important make u feel u..then for me, i guest tats my definition of happiness..

P/s - Past mistakes should teach you to create a BETTER future; not cause you to be afraid of it..dun b afraid ;)

Its a NO!

Topic for today..how to say NO which mean NO..

japanese - nashi
Russian - net
Turkish - Yok
Welsh - Dim
Vietnamese - Khong
Chinese - meiyou
Dutch - geen
French - aucun
German - kien
Hindi - nahim

..and the list continue..

Recently i have to say NO to sumone who wanted more than just close frens.but the thing is he demand for answer when i finally says NO,he keep on pushing n wanting for more..wat else should i say? Adoi la..im not a state to let anyone in my life. Why cant he understand tat? I've explained to him before n he keeps on going like wat i said didnt register in his head..haish, i dun understand him at all..

Let me explain bout my heart..i might looked strong but the truth is my heart are so frigile..once i let u in n u hurt me, my recovery wud b very slow..n i need sumone with me at tat time..so u promise u wont hurt me but then said if i dun say yes right now u dunno will u b here tomorrow as i quote his own word "ati x tetap kalau da lame2.."
Adoiyai, how am i suppose to say yes when he roughly says "i might break ur heart sumday..". Can i say wat the F? Huhuu..i cant let him in..watever..

So now, im staying away n u keep on pushing for answer..wat else should i say, please move on? Loosing him as a fren had hurt so much n the 'pushing' is hurting the relationship even more..i wont answer any of his text anymore..everything i do is been misunderstood.

Please understand no every women says NO means YES..

Myb its my fault..men n women arent meant to b close fren..like he said, "penah ke i lyn u cm kawan?"..but he treated every gurl like tat kot..so watever lagik. Bleukk..hate u!

My baby

Alhamdulillah..my bby neo had a 'kaki' changed tis evening..
Bby neo feels more besh than before..hehe..i loike..loike..loike..
Anyway, got great price for the new tyres..which is far cheaper than in klang or kL, hehee lagik! Loike..loike..loike..

Huhu..i want to upload bby neo new pix but cant do tat thru ipad..
So watever..hehe..bby neo looks cool..!

Today i feel so greatful..so mode happy

P/s- “No regrets. No looking back. Just hold onto life and move forward. We have no way of knowing what lies ahead…and that is what makes the journey even more exciting.” -Susan Gale

Polka dotss..

Ra da da da da da da da circus
Da da da da da da da da afro
Circus afro, circus afro,
Polka dot polka dot polka dot afro

(Ra da da da da da da da circus)
I like to move it move it
(Da da da da da da da da afro)
I like to move it move it
(Circus afro, circus afro)
I like to move it move it
(Polka dot polka dot polka dot afro)
You like to move it (move it!)

Ra da da da da da da da circus
Da da da da da da da da afro
Circus afro, circus afro,
Polka dot polka dot polka dot (move it!)

Woman! Ya nice sweet energetic
(Circus afro, circus afro)
Woman! Ya nice broad face
And ya nice hip
(Polka dot polka dot afro)
Woman! Ya nice and energetic
Big ship 'pon de ocean that a big Titanic
Woman! Ya nice broad face
And ya nice hip

Hip make man
Flip and bust them lip
Woman! Ya nice sweet energetic
Big ship 'pon de ocean that a big Titanic
Whoa

I like to move it move it
I like to move it move it
I like to move it move it

Yes!

Da da da da da da da da circus
Da da da da da da da da afro
Circus afro, circus afro,
Polka dot polka dot polka dot (move it!)

Da da da da da da da da circus..circus..circus..circus..circus (move it)
Da da da da da da da da afro..afro..afro..afro..afro

Woman ya cute
And you don't need no make up
Original cute body you a mek man mud up

Woman ya cute
And you don't need no make up
Original cute body you a mek man mud up

Come' on
Physically fit
Physically fit
Physically
Phyiscally
Phyiscally
Physically fit!

Come' on
Physically fit
Physically fit
Physically
Phyiscally
Phyiscally
Physically fit!

(Come' on)
I like to move it move it
(Come' on)
I like to move it move it
(Come' on)
I like to move it move it
(Come' on)
You like to (move it!)

(Da da da da da da da da circus)
I like to move it move it
(Da da da da da da da da afro)
I like to move it move it
(Circus afro, circus afro)
I like to move it move it
(Polka dot polka dot polka dot afro)
You like to (move it!)

Woman! Ya nice
Sweet fantastic
Big ship 'pon de ocean that a big Titanic

Woman! Ya nice
Sweet fantastic
Big ship 'pon de ocean that a big..(Let's roll)

I like to move it move it
He like to move it move it
She like to move it move it
You like to (move it!)

(Da da da da da da da da circus)
I like to move it move it
(Da da da da da da da da afro)
I like to move it move it
(Circus afro, circus afro)
I like to move it move it
(Polka dot polka dot polka dot afro)
You like to (move it! move it! move it!)

(Da da da da da da da da circus)
I like to move it move it
(Da da da da da da da da afro)
He like to move it move it
(Circus afro, circus afro)
She like to move it move it
(Polka dot polka dot polka dot afro)
You like to (move it! move it! move it!)

My plan

These days i plan my life day to day basis because thinkin more than three days hurts..huhu

So here's my plan

Saturday - go to mummy's houz, lepakin, shopping for my lil sis
Sunday - go back to shah alam
Monday - find my way to KPTM Cheras..sigh..n study for my exam on wednesday

Hadoii la..n the time passed us by, tick..tock..tick..tock..


“No matter how strong a woman is, she wishes for a man to be stronger than herself. Not in order to give him the right to limit her freedom, but to give her the right to be weak.” -unknown

P/s-need a hug..when i close my eyes n ur just........

Fallin in love..

Today im so very happieeee...
I found new love..
I fall in love with PAINTBALL!
Hoooyeeee...hehee

This morn we got PAINTBALL session!
Besh gilerrr..bcause i can shooot at people..
Wakakaka..

The adrenaline rocks!!
So i fall for PAINTBALL..fall in love
I just love it..

N im sooo proud of all the bruise..
Got 4 bruise..
2 on my right arm
1 on my left shoulder
1 on my abs
Its paaaaaainful, hukhukhuk
But its worth every sec..ahaha

So im proud to announce tat i fall in love with PAINTBALL

Owh,1 bruise on my knee..forgot bout tat..
N whole body aching..muahahaa..love it too

BFF..lets go play PAINTBALL? Puulissssssss....???

P/s- just love u..hehe

Karaoke practise

Practising this song for karaoke..





Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini

Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

..i think i need to increase my fitness level first for this song..ok, jogg yok..!

P/s- missing u..

Too much

I ate too much
I think too much
I wonder too much
I post too much
I dream too much
I hope too much
I love too much
Its just too much..

“The longer you have to wait for something, the more you will appreciate it when it finally arrives. The harder you have to fight for something, the more priceless it will become once you achieve it. And the more pain you have to endure on your journey, the sweeter the arrival at your destination. All good things are worth waiting for and worth fighting for.” -Susan Gale


P/s-What if i am too much?

Layaaann..

While melayan kebosanan..im singing out of nowhere..hehe

PATAH SERIBU - SHILA AMZAH

Walau kau tiada di sini
Ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu
Ku hidup seolah-olah kau masih ada
Bisikkan kata kepadaku
Bilakah kau akan utuskan surat buatku
Aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu

Patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Biar pergimu tanpa relamu
Namun hatiku tetap rasa
Kejamnya kau meninggalkanku dengan nota-nota
Cinta buat kita berdua bila kan ku bisa menerima ketiadaanmu
Kan ku bakar semua
Hapuskan semua kenangan

Patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Sayangku mohon padamu
Segera tinggalkanku
Pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju
Pasti ada hikmah buatmu dan juga buat diriku
Pergilah


P/s- i love u..

Finding sumone..

‎”Find someone who isn’t afraid to admit they miss you.
Someone who knows you’re not perfect but treats you as if you are.
Someone who couldn’t imagine losing you.
Someone who gives their heart to you completely.
Someone who says I love you and proves it.
Last but not least, find someone who wouldn’t mind waking up to you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and grey hair but still falls in love with you all over again.”

..a fren said

Be with someone...who won't stay mad at you,
Who can't stand not talking to you
and who's afraid of losing you...

..for me

I'll wait for that sumone..

P/s- bsuk..missed u, jauhhhhh...

Coaching - new approaches

Today we're having Dr.Munir session of "applying science to coaching : new approaches in coaching" ..nice! lost my touch in coaching since i've been doing sterno work all the time..

Universities athletes are in unique environment meaning these athletes needs specialist group in sports team management. These includes strength n conditioning trainers, psychologist, nutritionist and most important physioterapist..

Lalalala..smp ctu je i da leh wat muke bosan sbb da penat ckp kat bos xdo lak dia nk dongar..adehh..

Anyway, the talks continues..four major roles of high performance coaches:
1. Direct intervention
2. Supporting intervention
3. Managing constraint
4. Coordinating strategy

Again the second roles supporting intervention which is where coaches need extra knowledge on physiology, nutrition n psychology. Have we ever tested our athletes on hyration? Very simple physiological approaches will enhance training program..Emphasization is more important.

And shifting our data on not only winning or losing data to the quality of coaching itself..n the talk continues while im trying my best not to fall asleep..hehe..lucky the subject is very interesting..but im quite sure i'll b sleeping in the next talk, management!? Laalalaa..eh slh, zzzzzZZZZzzzz...

P/s- lourve pls b in my dream..xoxo

**sigh**

:
Who am I, love?
What am I supposed to be?

One life alone
Oh, somehow it's made for me

What do I do?
What can I say?
It's nothing new
The choice was made

But what if I lose my way?
And run right into you
Deep inside we'll never be anything other than lonely
Tell me what does it take?
To breathe it into you
Weak inside we'll never be anything other than lonely

One blinking star
Still feels how it used to feel

It's all so wrong
No easy way to believe

What do I do?
What can I say?
It's nothing new
The choice was made

But what if I lose my way?
And run right into you
Deep inside we'll never be anything other than lonely
Tell me what does it take?
To breathe it into you
Weak inside we'll never be anything other than lonely

I wanna run
I wanna hide
What I've become
Now you're no longer mine
I wanna feel
Something that's real
Somewhere inside

But what if I lose my way?
And run right into you
Deep inside we'll never be anything other than lonely
Tell me what does it take?
To breathe it into you,
Weak inside we'll never be anything other than lonely

I wanna run
I wanna hide
What I've become
Now you're no longer mine
I wanna feel
Something that's real
Somewhere inside

E-village

Today i've started a new day @e-village aka Kg.Gajah, Perak..muahahaa..cute aite? Anyway its a refreshing start, very calm n quite..my day started with slow walk @7am..huhu..nice..then i sleep like a baby last nite,yeay!

So today no more PROTEST..hehe..just for today! Ok concentrate meeting..

P/s - singing I..i love u like a love song,bby..lagu gagap..

Protest part-2

Well i have completed a few of the non-sleeping PROTEST..

1.Played hockey..body no more aching, DOMS la sgt..muahaha..need more exercise

2.Go Genting - Done!

3.cut my hair...! - my hair now are simply short n i feel sexy, kekekee..i looked like @ashlabeey..she didnt see it yet, but already complaining..blablabla..THIS IS A PROTEST remember?

4. Karaoke session - did it last nite till 2am @wangsa walk..wallawey, this all @pja fault, drag me all the way there just for karaoke. Well it was nice n i end up with more coughing n sore throat..lalalala..dun care..THIS IS A PROTEST..

5. Durians- i found this can also be a PROTEST! Muahaha..ate durians a lot yesterday..stomach hurt.have anyone died b4 by eating doyans? I dun think so..lalalaala again dun care! THIS IS A PROTEST!

So the list will continue..i will resume.. Huhuu..

Till then..heart pls pls pls b strong, Life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass...its about Learning to dance in the rain..

P/s - singing Tanpa Kekasihku by Agnes..lalalalalala

Tegar - rossa

Tergoda aku 'tuk berfikir
Dia yang tercinta
Mengapa t'lah lama tak nampak
Dirimu disini
Jangankan ingin ku tersenyum
Tak ada gairah
Kuingin s'lalu bersamamu

Kini ku resah...
Diriku lemah tanpamu
Oh... oh...

Gapai semua jemariku
Rangkul aku dalam bahagiamu
Kuingin bersama berdua selamanya
Jika kubuka mata ini
Kuingin s'lalu ada dirimu
Dalam kelemahan hati ini
Bersamamu... Aku tegar...

Aku tegar

...karaoke session?lets jom..this is the fourth PROTEST! Karaoke smp lebam..! Laaayaaannn....

England vs Denmark

Lalala..cant sleep so i end up watching Euro2012,huhu..eng vs den, quite nice with lots lots lots goals. Lucky both team keep on making mistakes n scoring if not its just another dull game..

So the score was 3-2, yeap england won..congratulations to all england supporters..hikhikhik..enjoy it while u still can. Well as usual they played like they always do, boring game like i said if not for the goals then myb i wud fall asleep..hehee..myb la kot?

Whateve it is, england shud let their youngsters play more..the old horses such as Mr.G shud stop la playin for england. He just a passanger in the game, keep making mistakes, keep on loosing the ball, making the defender suffer..but credit to terry, he keep on fightin even manage to try scoring for england during one of their counter attack which is terrific since he was the last men,hehe..

Well, all and all, congratulations england..im wasting my time till subuh prayers..lalalala..


P/s - my oranjer..no luck lor..hukhukhuk

Protest!

Since i cant sleep, here are my plan of protest!

1. Play hockey - hehee..yesterday i played hockey with my students..wallawey, havent play for a few months n i've lost my touch, ouch..cant even dribble properly? Demn..need training badly. But wat i l0ike is the body aching after the workout make me feel so ALIVE! Muahaha.. Devil laugh..my doc advice "no sports for 3months after surgery ya?" ...so THIS IS A PROTEST! Can feel the pain on my surgery area after the game but who cares?

2. Hair cut - im still thinkin shud i cut my hair? Hurm..still considering..hurm..myb i shud..it will make my head a lil bit lighter..cut it short lar! THIS IS A PROTEST! Tomorrow la cut my hair..the third PROTEST is calling..ngee!

3. Go Genting! - a fren ask me whether i wud like to accompany her there..free room, just relax myself..but the thing is im sleepy, can i drive tat far? Lolololo..if i fall asleep while drivin to Genting..erm, cant b kot..the road there very laayaaann..hehee..but baby neo didnt change tires yet..huhu..consider..consider but THIS IS A PROTEST..who care?ahaha..lets jom..Genting ere i come!

4. Next PROTEST..erm, still thinkin..


P/s- this is a PROTEST..i dun care if i ever sleep or not!

..pain..

Headache reach maximum today..I just need a nap..

Y cant i sleep..mayb i shud shut down myself for a while..

Anybody got idea on how? Huhu..

this not sleeping mode have to stop, huhuhu..

.Separation.

I was searching for sumthin when i came accross tis story..funny but very truee..hehe..makes me smile..

http://shine.yahoo.com/love-sex/115-years-together-tortoises-separate-ways-182500381.html



Read it..might just make ur day..

P/s - its a love story.. ;)

speechless..

blurr..let the pic do the talking, speechlesssss...

p/s - I love u?..ngee

Tears..

..my days always end up with tears these days..

..i need a hug..

..please b here quickly..

..eyes, please give up now..

..i need to sleep, y wont u let me..

..Solah is the time this heart wud b calm..

..insya-ALLAH..

Tentang Rasa - Astrid

i woke up with tis song tis morn..kinda remind me y i choose tis before..


Tentang Rasa - Astrid

Aku tersesat

Menuju hatimu

Beri aku jalan yang indah

Izinkan ku lepas penatku

‘tuk sejenak lelap di bahumu


Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama

Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku

Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi

Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya


Tentang cinta yang datang perlahan

Membuatku takut kehilangan

Ku titipkan cahaya terang

Tak padam di dera goda dan masa


Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama

Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku

Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi

Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya


Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama

Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku

Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi

Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya


i dunno wat will i go thru but all the sweet memories hopefully will make me strong enough to smile each n everyday..will motivate me..make me strong..hiyyaaahhh!!


the question remain unanswered is..will we ever be together?


wat i think is sure for now..life is unpredictable, people change..so live the life for today and we'll be happy, right? <-- a quote from my BFF actually..


So..Bcok, love u!


argh..skt pale..titon jap la..nites

A song in my head..

Tah cmne tis song keep repeating in my head..huhuhuu..laayaannnnn je la

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karna ku sangat cinta

** ini lah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan kasih
satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup
di nantiku

repeat **
satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup
satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

Yakinlah Aku Menjemput Mu

here a song from my BFF list..hehe..sumhow, i just feel if sumone sing tis song for me i wud just be a choc under the sun..hikhikhik..cair kot..poyos..enjoy!

Yakinlah Aku Menjemput Mu - Kangen Band

teringat selalu wajah kekasihku
saat ku menuai lalu
coba engkau dengarkan
ku tuaikan nada lirik lagu sederhana
ku ceritakan kisah tentang kita

peluklah tubuhku bila engkau rapuh
saat kau mulai terjatuh
aku datang menyelamatkanmu
ini surga kita tiada yang menguasainya
tempat kita bersandar dan bertahta

reff:
tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinkan ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu
kau milikku

Lara lagi..

Lara lagi (OST Ombak Rindu) by Adira

Hanya sampai di sini sahaja
Kisah cinta kita berdua
Tiada daya selamanya
Terhenti di sini

Biar ku pujuk hati ini
Merawat rinduku sendiri
Setelah aku kau lukai
Sedangkan kau tahu

Kasih aku hanyalah untukmu
Tiada lain dalam diriku
Takkan berubah
walau dipisah laut biru

Cinta aku hanyalah untukmu
Tak pernah goyah, tak pernah jemu
Takkan terpadam dalam hatiku
Ia milikmu, percayalah

Mungkin sudah suratan kita
Terpisah sebegini saja
Pasti di satu hari nanti
Ku jejak bahgia

Kasih aku hanyalah untukmu
Tiada lain dalam diriku
Takkan berubah
walau dipisah laut biru

Cinta aku hanyalah untukmu
Tak pernah goyah, tak pernah jemu
Takkan terpadam dalam hatiku
Ia milikmu, percayalah

Mungkin sudah suratan kita
Terpisah sebegini saja
Pasti di satu hari nanti
Ku jejak bahgia

B strong..

Stay strong, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can’t rain forever. -unknown

A fren said..ingat eventhou there's no one around with u, ALLAH will alwez b there..u family will alwez b there..find ur inner strenght n u will b ok..

Thank you..i will b ok ;)

Durians..

Yeay ms zara darwina anta durianz! Muahahaa..

Tetbe sedey..smlm bru sembang sal durians..huhuu

Sy mkn bg pihak sume org la eh? Hikhikhik..

Acane nk bukak..x geti..huwaaaaaa...!

B..

Im letting u go..thx 4 everything..

Alone is just wat i choose to b..

B happy..

Wish me luck..

Appreciate what u have..nourish it

Myb u were right, i think of people around me more than i suppose to

U remember my 3 terms right..?

U know where to find me if u completed those terms..

Alone, i will b strong..

Take care..

Relationship..

Suppostedly i shud be doin my assigment but sumhow i think tis is more important..
So relationship..everybody have their very own view on tis sacret word.so here wat i think of relationship..

First of all u have to understand wat type of relationship ur looking for? Love..friends..life partners..etc etc..then comes another question, wats ur expectations from the relationship..if its love, u might expect to be married to tat person someday (for example).

Then come the tricky part, getting to noe each other..understanding the reason for every smile, wat he/she like or dislikes, wat kind of movie,wat kind of food, where to eat..all tis will somehow bring us closer together.some believe similarity is better than differences..but then from wat i c its not whether u lovethe same food, but its whether the other persons makes u feel complete. In my opinion the main reason u were attracted to the other person is not only the similarities or differences but how u the other persons completes u..

After a few years gone by u come to realized tat u actly noe everything bout him/her..wats next? Tis is where most of relationship fails..relationship fails when u stop figuring out the other person and start acting like its a habit..for example after u sit down in a cafe the 1 question wud b "shyg u nak mkn mee goreng eh?"..tat 'shyg' didnt even open the menu and immediately u assume he/she wanted mee goreng, which might be sumthin tat he/she love to eat but then assuming is not a way relationship goes..y dun u just ask "wat wud u like to have shyg?"..everybody noe in relationship communication worked both ways but then we the one who set limitation to tis so called communication..

For me 'habits' kills relationship..once greeting "good morn shyg" everyday becomes a habit then theres nothing special about wishing good morns anymore..another simple example is kissing good nite, when it becomes a habit then the love just fade..y cant we treat each n everyday as a brand new day for us? Do sumthin new everyday, kiss gd morn instead of gd nite. Suprise with a give once a while..

Well all and all..wat im tryin to say is relationship dun need habits..relationship needs sparkle, need communication, need love..but tat just me..

P/s- heart pls b strong..love pls dun fade..nite2

What i want..

Tis few day was packed with lots of dramas..it was scary n it was eyes opening event of wat i really want with my life..wat i really want for my self..

So here r the list..

1. Love me with all ur heart..
2. can take care of me..till the day i left tis world
3. accepted me the way i am n wont change me..
4. sensitive enough with my feeling..
5. can spend time listening to my never ending complaint of life..
6. understand me..every smirk every sigh every smile..
7. can be with me in happy days n bad days..
8. Willing to hug me every nite..
9. Be apart of me..
10. Patient with my crazy

So..? Anyone on the line..? Hikhikhik..