shits happens

Its sad to see how a women sacrifices
Is not seen
Wat happen to their body after givin birth Wat happen to their skin..its not sumthing any of them want not to mention the pain they endure. .and then after wat happen to their body u just simply choose another beautiful women just because they are not any more? Well its just bull s#××.. another sad story when we as women ignore this and support the men..wt#
U are a women..u shud noe what she felt how she felt it..not as exactly maybe but at least a tiny bit..

Wat hurts more is when u were there but doesnt even bother to say anything..its like whatsapp, u can see the last time that person active but not replying or texting u..tat annoying moment..

Life is full of sh*t but we the people who live in it could make it a better place by caring for each other..

Just my 2cents..

game..

Played futsal last week for staff team..end up injuring myself,haha..muscle pull n it sucks.
pain all the way..manage to play all out in the 1st game only,what a shame..makes me feels so old..adoi la..
maybe I am too old for futsal..hikhik..
demn..
still recovering now..

And another good thing is I felt that I am ready for a ♡change♡
I hope for the best..I guess someone prayers have been heard n granted..hehe..must b my mama..

lovehate

dont u wanna stay a lil while

The voice are back..and I just fall for this song

I really hate to let this moment go
Touching your skin,
and your hair falling slow
When a goodbye kiss,
feels like this
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?

Let's take it slow,
I don't wanna move too fast
I don't wanna just make love,
I wanna make love last
When you're up this high,
it's a sad goodbye
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?
Oh yeeah
Oh, you feel so perfect, baby
Yeah, you feel so perfect, baby
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?

P/s : people said a woman deserve a man who call her baby..

its funny

its funny how hello is always accompanied by goodbye
its funny how good memories can leave u to cry
its funny how 'friends' can leave and forget
its funny how lovers can, in the end  fall out
its funny how people change
its funny how when u need someone they are never around
its funny when people think they know u when they dont
its funny how one night can contain so much regret
its funny how a bright day can make u sad
its funny how memories bring u down to your knees
its funny how everybody thinks they can get away with lies
its funny how forever never seems to last
its funny that the ones who promises never to leave are the first ones that do
its funny how ironic life can be
but the funniest of them all is that ;
none of thats funny to me...not at all

Just a REASON

Right from the start
You were a thief you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep
Things you never say to me
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Im sorry I don't understand where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
Oh we had everything
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everything
And its all in your mind
Yeah but this is happening
You've been having real bad dreams
Oh oh
You used to lie so close to me
Oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love, oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
Your not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Oh tears ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust but our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

How it all started..

I believe all relationship had a promising start..

It all started with a text..tat continiously go all day long..

Then come the phone calls..whenever there's time it means there's phone calls..

The come the date..once a week date become daily routine..

Then..when it ends..

Routine change..no more dating..

Time got bz..work suddently comes first..

Texts when it only..n i rpeat..ONLY important..

And then there's nothing..

THE E.N.D

P/s - life is a cycle..

Over you

Weather man said it’s gonna snow
By now I should be used to the cold
Mid-February shouldn’t be so scary
It was only December
I still remember the presents, the tree, you and me

But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

Living alone here in this place
I think of you, and I’m not afraid
Your favorite records make me feel better
Cause you sing along
With every song
I know you didn’t mean to give them to me

But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

It really sinks in, you know, when I see it in stone

Cause you went away,
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

L.o.L

An attractive blonde from Cork, Ireland, arrived at the casino. She seemed a little intoxicated and bet twenty thousand dollars in a single roll of the dice.

She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude." with that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and with an Irish brogue yelled, "Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!"

As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed. "Yes! Yes! I won, I won!" She hugged each of the dealers, picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed.

The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded.

Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know - I thought you were watching."

MORAL OF THE STORY :

Not all Irish are drunks, not all blondes are dumb, ..... but all men...are men!

if i was your men..

this is so sweet..

i wud definitely be melting like an ice cream if someone sing like this for me..

smootchhhh.......! i love this kid..hehee ;)

Im back..

Another hectic day today..
Phone ringing non stop..
Sleepy..
Too much to do with too lil time..

N..i miss u!
Muaghs..

Bahagiamu, Deritaku..- hafiz

Ku dengar kau cinta sangat padanya
Ku dengar hatimu kini miliknya
Dia kan menjadi teman sehidup dan semati
Aku menjadi sahabatmu

Siksanya mengakui kau teman biasa
Terpaksa ku terima itu hakikatnya
Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama

Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
Aku tak mampu pertahankan

Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu

Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama

Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
Aku tak mampu pertahankan

Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu, bersamamu

Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu

Expectation

In relationship we have certain expectation from our partner..

We might expect them to be loving

Expect them to be cheerful

Expect them to be always with us

Expect them to be helpful

Expect them to be Supportives

Expect them to be hardworking

Expect them to be cleaning up

Expect them to be faithful..

But Sometimes we have too high expectation..we forgot that our partner is just another human being that is not perfect..they cant be happy all the time or loving and thinking only about us..

Expectations..too high it will ruin the relationship..Which will lead to dissappointment, Frustration..majok n such..communication regarding our own expectation is important..And at the same time lower your expectation, this isn't a filem or telenovella..its living our life which is not perfect but it can be beautiful if we learn to accept the way we are and accept our partner..

P/s- cooking a meal for your partner can be sexy.. Wink2!

Glass

Copied from a frens fb wall..


A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they’d be asked the “half empty or half full” question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: ”How heavy is this glass of water?”

Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.

She replied, “The absolute weight doesn’t matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it’s not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I’ll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn’t change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes.”

She continued, “The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything.”

It’s important to remember to let go of your stresses. As early in the evening as you can, put all your burdens down. Don’t carry them through the evening and into the night. Remember to put the glass down!


P/s- let us put the glasses down..chills, lets just live our life.. :)

Promises

People promise a lot of thing..especially when we're in love

Some promised to be together for the rest of their life..

Some promised to go through good and bad times..

Some promised to love forever..

Some promised to wait till the end..

Some promised to never love another..

But..most of the time wats left is just a 'promise'...

Sometimes..some people break their own promise..some just simply forget,ignore or even denied..the question is why promised when u noe u can't really do it in the first place..n we do not noe wats coming ahead of us..nor wats gonna happen in the future..

When people hold on to these promises then there'll be heart broken once they realized its not true..haish..

Dun make promises when your happy or when your sad..or should i recommend no promises at all..we're just mere human..we forgot things..we broke things..n we're not perfect..if its written in ur Qada&Qadar then in shaa Allah, wats written will happen..kate org melayu, kalau dah jodoh x kemana..

##maybe this month is breaking up months for my frens..huhu..stay true to yourself, be patient..its all gonna be ok, in shaa Allah..nites..

Human Error

Its funny..

When the organization long term vision is to become the center of reference and research but..

The organization itself doesn't approved their staff to expend their knowledge as a preparation for the organization so called vision..wats wrong?

Or is the organization taking a easy solution by just hiring a new staff for the job..in the end making the rest of the staff irrelevance to the organization??

So..yeah..its even funnier when ur organization is an education institution..wat when wrong?

P/s- bosan ler..

Sick

Viral infection..headache..sore throat..sick..

But then there are people out there who suffer even worst..

People who have cancer..

People who have heart problems..

People who have genes abnormalities..

People who have to be amputate..

People who have unexplaned condition (like in House series)..

There are people who suffer worst condition than me..

But im me..spoiled..needy..

I need u..sigh~

I just wish u'll always be with me..

Menunggu

Menunggu by Akim


Ku selalu menyakiti dan sering berdusta
Dan membuat kau tinggalkan aku
Pertelingkahan kita selalu tiada akhirnya
Melemaskan mu dalam cinta ku

Menanti mu hingga kau kembali
Kan mencuba menjaga hati mu
Setia dan hidup ku selalu dengan mu
Menemani mu sehingga akhir waktu

Kenangan indah ketika kita bersama
Membuat ku terbayangkan kamu
Aku tahu cinta ku tersemat di hati ku
Aku yakin hanya kau untuk ku

Menanti mu hingga kau kembali
Kan mencuba menjaga hati mu
Setia dan hidup ku selalu dengan mu
Menemani mu sehingga akhir waktu

Aku kan menunggu
Hingga kita kan bersama
Kau akan selalu ku cinta

Menanti mu hingga kau kembali
Kan mencuba menjaga hati mu
Setia dan hidup ku selalu dengan mu
Menemani mu hingga akhir waktu

P/s- there's a promise before..

Prayers

My everyday prayers goes:

Ya Allah, jika dia baik utk ku
Dekat kn dia dgn ku
Jika dia tidak baik utk ku
Kau jauh kn dia dari ku
Kau hilang kn aku dari ingatan nya
Dan buang lah perasaan ini dari hati ku..



P/s - ‎: Someday it will all make sense. For now just Trust, let go, & soon enough you will know.

Salute

No matter wat people said..

For wat ever reasons people arguing..

I salute each n every person who have died defending our country..

For all that worth, they actually pick up their weapons for the country..

And all 'those' people are doing is just plain words with no courage of these heroes..

Talking wont do any good..

Take actions..for wat it worth, actions does speak louder than words..

Dun choose side now..defend our country first..

P/s - ade beran dok?

Gd nite

Tired n i miss u so much..


Lirik Lagu Angin Syurga - Misha Omar
M.Nasir/Buddhi Hekayat

Ku himpun waktu ucapan terindah
terbenam sudah asmara
mesranya siang dan malam
selalu kau tiup kan angin syurga padaku

ku himpun makna kata darimu
harum yang mekar di kebun hati
dan katamu sebuah kota bahagia dan berdiri ..

c/o
sehingga hujung masa
berbisik sendiri dan terbit suara kalbuku
kasihku... tuluskah cintamu
sebuah jawapan ku damba dari bibir mu .. bibir mu

tidakkah kau tahu hidup punya waktu
kasih tersia bukan itu ku mahu
andai kau membisu tentu akhirnya
perpisahan ini akan tetap terjadi

Masih Aku Cinta

This is one of the hot story in Melodi recently..well, most of the peeps thought that its obvious that the men Shila Amzah love is not the one. Someone who told u to push away ur family will definitely seen as bad..but then we forgot that what's matter to Shila Amzah might be how he make her feel..how he treated her and surely how he loved her..

so this song came out..huhu..love the song..


Masih Aku Cinta (Shila Amzah)

Biarpun kau tak lagi ada dengan ku
Takkan ku bisa melupakan mu
Cara mu,memanggil nama ku
Terasa seolah kau masih ada

Jauh di dalam sanubari ku
Tak ku relakan pemergianmu
Namun ku,’kan selalu doakan mu
Agar kau takkan terus terluka

Kau kan temui bahagia
Walaupun aku tidak bersama
Jangan kau gusar
Aku akan selalu ada
Dari jauh engkau masih ku cinta
Dari jauh aku masih mencinta

Takkan pernah ada penggantimu
Yang mem pertahankan ku sepertimu
Satu dunia,menentang cinta kita
Akhirnya kita terpisah jua

Yang mengenal mu cuma aku
Tidak ku menyesal mencintaimu
Yang ku harapkan
Kau juga mendoakan ku

p/s - Someday they might be together..who knows.. ;)

Part2

The day we met Frozen,
I held my breath
Right from the start
Knew that I found a home
For my Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
I'll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more...

Moving on

Alhamdulillah..we have move to a better home..hehe..

The new house is so nice because its bigger..so i dun have to compact all my thing inside my room..

Well moving is tiring..luckly i got help from my beloved aunty n uncle in bangi..ahaha..tengkiu cu n pakcu

I have finish unpacking but im alredy in penang now..lalalaalaa..kita coooti dlu, hehe..people have started working and im only starting my vacation..nice! No jem..no crowded peeps..yeszaaa...

Still tired..need more sleep..ahaha..

P/s- its a new beginning of a new chapter..imy

AM I WITH THE RIGHT PARTNER?

During a seminar, a woman asked," How do I know if I am with the right person?"

The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so he said, "It depends. Is that your partner?" In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?" Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind replied the author.

Here's the answer.

Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It's a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, "Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when relationships breakdown.

The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the person you found.

People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.

Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.

Because (listen carefully to this):

The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the Person you found.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.

Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.

Love is therefore a "decision". Not just a feeling.

Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away, who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let GO..

Shared from a fren FB page..

its Funny

its funny how hello is always accompanied by goodbye
its funny how good memories can leave u to cry
its funny how 'friends' can leave and forget
its funny how lovers can, in the end fall out
its funny how people change
its funny how when u need someone they are never around
its funny when people think they know u when they dont
its funny how one night can contain so much regret
its funny how a bright day can make u sad
its funny how memories bring u down to your knees
its funny how everybody thinks they can get away with lies
its funny how forever never seems to last
its funny that the ones who promises never to leave are the first ones that do
its funny how ironic life can be
but the funniest of them all is that ; none of thats funny to me...
not at all

its soo true..

Credits to Flibbertigibbet nina..sabe babe! Muaghsss...

New look

Hehe..today i finally had my hair cut and its a new look! Muahaha..i haven't cut my hair this short since 2003 so...lalalala..

So far im loike it a lot..its short but i think it makes me look cuter..muahaha..Perasan bgt!

No picture of me here..wont upload any..kekeke..its a surprise

Anyway, my head feels lighter..hikhik

P/s - Its gonna be messy..hehe

Whatt?.

These days, i've seen a gurl using her couple to the max..huhu..i used to hear bout this shit but never ever seen it with my own eyes and be apart of this..sigh..i wish i am not apart of this. I always thought this attitudes only can ne seen on malays movie or such..

Well i dun wanna say anything bad bout her, its just i wonder how does she feel if watever shit she have done to people is on her head? Wat would she do if she's the one in their shoe..? Dun she ever think about the people around her that i think love her..haiish..

There's moral value to be learn from her shit anyway:

1- dun ever love sumone who doesn't gives but takes..if u give them present and they just accept n hope for more thats means trouble. Or even worst they ask for sumthing they fancy..isk..isk..isk..that should be alarming but usually when u already falling then the alarm will just be snoozed..adoiii..aptb

2- dun ever fall for sumone who thinks u doesn't deserve their times..in other words doesn't spend time just to be with u..I read a quotes today it goes "its funny when someone says they missed u but did nothing to be with u.." when u love someone u wanna be close to them, u wanna be around them..its basic, we're attracted to things tat we like..things we fond of..We wanna be connected..

I guess this is just my point of view from where im standing right now..this is what i think. Love should not be complicated..it should be simple and straight foward..and i should not resolve around how to make ur life easier or happier..it about giving the love making the one person u love happy..then u'll be happy..

Gute nacht

P/s - ich vermisse dich

Saya sudah berikrar!

Well, i've been thinkin to write this entry but somehow it just dun feel like the rite time..hehe..

So, the thing is i finally got my "saya sudah berikrar!" card..after a few attempt to register as organ donor..huhu..this card arrived last year actually, early of disember to my mummy's house..so basically my family know i've become a donor after the card arrives...alalalaa..lupe nak gtau dlu, ahakszz..

I got no respond from mama other than:

Mama - nak derma ape tuh?sume?

Yna - Erm..dak aih..hehe..


And i just pause there with no answer..huhu..well i know my mom dun wanna see me in not so 'sempurna' state (if i happened to be donating)..so i just goin to give away all my internal organs..except bones n eyes.

So..saya sudah berikrar! Hehe..

P/s- dun worry bout me, i just want u to be proud of me..

Love is .....

Love is complicated
Love is harsh
Love is brutal
Love is uncertain
Love is breakable
Love is stupidity
Love is careless
Love is grumpy
Love is unexpected
Love is weird
Love is bias
Love is changing
Love is mistakes
Love is morphine
Love is mean
Love is addiction
Love is falling

But love also can be...

Love is sweet
Love is passion
Love is caring
Love is beautiful
Love is together
Love is refreshing
Love is fortune
Love is tender
Love is wonderful
Love is priceless
Love is peace
Love is colourful
Love is new
Love is encouragement
Love is sentimental
Love is happy
Love is respect
Love is family
Love is communication
Love is Endorphine

..well we can use all the adjective in the dictionary but cant still explain wat love is..obviously it havedifferent meaning to each n every individual..

So wat love is for u?


P/s - love is me & u.. :)

Me & u

Its late..still couldnt sleep..owh sleepless nite..

A friend post sumthing on fb tat cought my attention, it goes..

" Remember the 1st day we started talking to each other?..Cause tats wat started me n u.."

Nice..

Gd nite..


P/s - IMYSM

Sinetron

Just finish my examination today..hooyaaaa! So now got nothing to do..ahaha..wasting my time with Tv..lalalala..

Sinetron..malay tv show..erm..not really watch all this, but since im bored with all the other channel..anyways, the show kinda ok, not too dramatically boring..kekeke..

As usualy the theme is Love..again, hardly see anything else other than love theme in malay movie..i guess malaysian or should i say malay peeps just love 'Love'.. Ahaks..i didnt really follow the show i just guess tat the heroin have done sumthing the hero doesnt like..ye la kot. mamat cm touching lebey jerk..

Anyway..i wanted to write bout sumthing else..work thing tapi mls la pk..til next time

Ratuku

Layan pulak dgr adira nyanyi lagu ni dgn awiee..

so..layannnnn



p/s - IMY

Huh

The worst feelin ever is the uncertainty..

To wait or to give up

To forgive or blame

To love or to forget..

P/s -i do love u

Hidup Tapi Mati

Aidil keep on playing this song all week..so it kinda stick to my head now..ahaha..

so layan....

My weakness

I've decided to list down my own weakness for me to rectify my mistakes n create a new me..hurm..here goess..

1. Arrogant - i dun listen to people telling me bad thing about sumone until i face the situation myself. If u'r telling me A##hol% is an ass i wont believe u until the same shits happens to me. More over i tend not to be cautious too..demn! Then i'll end up feeling stupid..

2. Ignorance - i tend to be Ignorance sometimes. Dun wanna listen to others eventhough the solution is better..this usually happens when im with sumone close to me..i tend to listen to people who have no relation to me, mybe its a sense of respect..Or just pain stupidity..again..huhuhuu

3. Give up - i noe myself, i'll give 100% then when things does go as planned i'll keep on pushing till one day all i can feel is numbness..nothing, just nothing..tats just me giving up..n i hate it, hate when it happens..


P/s - I have a lot of weakness..these just a few of it.

Trip to Melaka

Today..so early in the morn i was told tat all of ushave to go to Melaka to support the team first game in Malaysian League..wateverrrrr!?

So wat we do is we enjoy the entire trip with foods n laughter..lalalaalaa..we had fun..lots of fun..ahahaa..

Then this old song came out n its just the kind of song i missed a lot..so here it is..


Layu Di Hujung Mekar - Rio

Haruskah ku terus melayani perasaan
Meski pun ku tahu ini hanyalah khayalan

Cintaku padamu haruskah aku teruskan
Kerana ku tahu dirimu sudah berteman

Tiada ertinya
Apakah akhirnya percintaan

Pohon cinta yang dulu mekar berbunga
Kini tandus tiada bermaya
Bunga cinta yang dulu mekar mewangi
Kini layu di pusara bumi

Tidak mungkin kembang lagi dan berseri


P/s-Love the song..hehe..

Kantoiii...

This morn i have exam paper..and guess wat, i didnt realized i got paper till last nite around 9pm..lalalalaa..so i studied, push my brainto absorb an entire book in 6 hours n 30mins before i officially numb..hahahahaa

Hadoii la..this morn when i open the question paper i just smile..because there only two question i studied on..the other three APTB..muahaha,..luckily just before i when inside the exam hall i read one of y fren notes..tat so i manage to answer 2 n a half question..hikhikhik

Then i just clear my mind think positively n make use of my common sense (which i doubt is realiable as i just sleep for couple of hours), i answer the rest of it..when i finally looked around i saw almost all of my friend have no idea on how to answer those question n winking2 askin me for answer..i smile again n said "hantam saja weyyy.."

So moral of the story..check n double check the exact exam date..n study a week before not a day before or couple of days before..hadoiii...

Now i wonder, does anyone want me if i dun hold a degree? I would not want me..how2? Wat if i fail this paper? Huwaaaa....

P/s- xde mood..need a hug..n i want YOU!

Judika ~ bukan dia tapi aku

Berulang kali kau menyakiti
Berulang kali kau khianati
Sakit ini coba pahami
Ku punya hati bukan tuk disakiti
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.Net
* ku akui sungguh beratnya
Meninggalkanmu yang dulu pernah ada
Namun harus aku lakukan 
Karena ku tahu ini yang terbaik

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

Repeat *

Reff:
Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

Cintaku lebih besar darinya
Mestinya kau sadar itu
Bukan dia, bukan dia, tapi aku

Begitu burukkah ini
Hingga ku harus mengalah

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

(cintaku) cintaku 
(lebih besar dari benciku) lebih besar dari benciku
Cukup aku yang rasakan
(jangan dia) jangan dia 
(jangan dia) jangan dia cukup aku

(jangan dia jangan dia) cukup aku
(jangan dia)

 
P/s - bkn sy?

Flying..flying..flying..

I need to study but it seems like my mind is flying somewhere else..

Tomorrow gotta start working lor after weeks of holiday..huwaaaaa...another reason why my mind is else where..

Hukhukhuk..need to focussssssss!!

Study! Study! Study!

..dimana semangat ku..ku seru kau..miahahaha..

It's a wrap

Hello 2013..well, pejam celik pejam celik tdo..then suddenly 2013 is already here..well..well..

How do i wrap my 2012? Erm..to concluded everything i'll choose 10 words..

1. Busyy..from Jan to Dec..nonstop

2. Beautiful..lotts of new experiences, the good n bad its all beautiful. Depends on which angle u choose to look at it la..but all n all i'll say beautiful

3. Lost..yup, i've lost my way along my 2012 journey sumhow..

4. Found..hikhikhik..along the way i'll also found sumthing ;)

5. Focus..i've learn to b focused on things that really matter to me

6. Friends - well, met new one..old friends as well n really (finally) realized which are friends and which is not

7. Cute - erm..cute moment in 2012 for example the day awin n axlan got married, kekeke..muke cuak lan mmg xley lupe..

8. Family - didnt have enough time to spend with my family..super bz kn..adooii

9. Study..M.A.L.A.S..apeponxbole!

10. Resolution - to be under 49kg..kunun sgt, lucky me mak dara didnt force me to wear kebaya..alalala..i will continue this resolution..hehehe..

All and all, year 2012 have been a bitter sweet year..an experience to be learn not just to be remember. I hope im a better person in whole for 2013.. I will not say goodbye to all the beautiful memories of 2012 but rather embraced it and with all my heart hope those happy moments will meet me again in 2013..Insha Allah

Happy new year..

P/s - i've loved u in 2012 & i will love u more in 2013..xoxo