new year reso...

so..today is 31st of Dec 2009, it will be 2010 in a couple of hours..n people hv been askin, wats ur new year resolution..i wonder hv i achieved tis year reso? wahahaha...i cant even remember..wah, bole? anyway, 2010 will be a very bZ year..im juggling work, study & love..adess, it gonna b difficult but im sure im gonna enjoy every moments..

aiyak..2010 im gonna b 25 y.o...da tua lar!! i sure hope by the time i reach 30 y.o i've already fin my studies..got my own place n attached t0 s0me0ne i L0ve..h0pefully. but all this is my long term g0als..this year?? hurm...

my 2010 reso:

1. loss an0ther 10kg..wahahaha..so i'll b smaller than my besfren, awien!!
2. find ways t0 manage my c0mplicated l0ve life..muahahaa..
3. find time f0r a great vacati0n <-- shud achieved this 1 by jun..i wan 2 g0 t0 pulau!!
4. Learn h0w to play b0wling..awien, help!!!
5. finish the harry potter books before the m0vie..hehe..

i found this in a blog..n its so hilarious, read it n wat say u?? lol..enjoy

Why computer science should not be taught in BM

The whole world uses the language as an information and/or technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See example below:-

Hardware = barangkeras
Software = baranglembut
Joystick = batang gembira
Plug and Play = cucuk dan main
Port = lubang
Server = pelayan
Client = pelanggan

Try to translate this:
ENGLISH: That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.

Now in BAHASA: Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan..

;)

RE: pray for me..

Wow..its been a month (I think) since my last post. So the result of everything in the last post.. jeng jeng jeng!! :

1. Finally got my driving licence..i pass with flying colors, lol..

2. Didn’t went to work at USM..got a job at UiTM instead, interesting huh? And did manage to
get the pjj course..haha..finally able to continue my study. Hopefully I will get my degree in
3years time maximum and then I want to get my masters..huhu..its a long way to go!!

3. Didn’t get the UM post..(jd simpanan jer nyah!)

4. My B is very much happy and happy since I’ll be around here only..haha..

pray for me..

Hye..sorry I didn’t have the time to update things around me. Everything happened so fast and there are so many things ok..
The first 1 would be the new job that I got in USM penang..wahaha..its a good job with a good pay which will get better since the uni will be half government & half “swasta” so the pay definitely will get a lot better which I LOIKE!! But I just cant bear to be so far away from my dear friends and of course my ‘B’..who unfortunately became depressed since I got the offer. The offer is one year contract anyway..so I was planning to accept it since I don’t really have any real job right now..hehehe..
Then a week after I got 2 job interview..1 at UiTM, Shah Alam..the 2nd one at UM both for S27..huhuu..very happy. When to the interview finger crossed wishing that I would get the job and wont have to be far from everything I love here..just imagine if I accept the USM job, who’s gonna lepaking with me at Chilis? Who gonna go shopping with me? And after work what would I do? Watch tv? “korek idung” ? hahaha..last but not least who ganna go watch movie with me..?? what a dull life it would be? Damn..
Anyway..i think I have to be dull for a while. I don’t really have any choice if I didn’t get the job either the UiTM or UM. So everybody please pray for me..let me get a job somewhere nearer please..!!

The 2nd thing is I’m in a process to get my driving licence..Laugh if u want, I admit it..i’m going to be 24 years old and still didn’t get my driving license.. hehee..funny huh? All these time I have my own driver..my ‘B’, my best friend Awien n Pja..hehehe, so u c..i don’t really need to drive. But since I have this dream of having my own car (maybe I fall in love with the car), so I have to go & get my own licence..damn again..! my test day is on 29th May 2009..so again dear friends please pray for me..hukhukhuk..

true love..??

true love..does it really exist? i dunno..but i hope so..hehe..i'm sure most of us = women/men believe in true love. well, everybody have their very own version of true love which always end with happy ending right? will everyone have their happy ending? i wonder.. but when i looked around there's no such thing as happy ending. because eventhough u'd end up with the 1 person u wanna b with, there's always "something" happen in ur relationship after tat..its just how life is..or is it??

so wat do u call those who got to be with "the one"? i'll call them lucky, a very lucky person. for example, one of my fren end up marrying her high school sweet heart..but before tat she did go through hard time getting to know the hubby family and this very 'outgoing' fren of mine have to wear 'tudung' to tackle the hubby mom. my lucky fren..haha..God Bless both of u!

another questions is how wud u really noe u have found "the one"?from my own experiences, i'll say u'll never noe for sure..ahaha..bcos me, after a 6 years relationship..when i tot i knew everything bout my-x..it turn out to b the other way around..demn! so, is true love a gamble? u tell me..

and then what about the phrase people always said.."klu da jodoh x kemana" i think this quote came from a Malay movie isn't? do u really believe in 'jodoh'? dun ask me..i'm clueless..hahaa..

my real question is where does the idea true love came from? movies we watch? books we read? or from our fren? parents maybe? i dunno..for me i'll say its the movie fault..hehee...my example wud be "p/s-I love U"..huhu..nice..

Stupid Women Driver @ MRR2

i have this excellent story about a black viva driver name Nor Fazilah bt Ahmad Junid (i/c num - 810910-08-5694)..usually i dun really agree when people used to say women driver = stupid as i'm a women (not a bitch). so most of the time i wud ignore it..but not yesterday!! yesterday turn out to b the turning point as i also wud say from now on "women driver does sucks!!" not all but most of them really does..sigh~~

anyway the story started like this..me n my dear fren when for a lil shopping at nilai3.on our way back we were laughing n talk bout stuff..as we'r getting closer to the taman melati exit, my fren give signal to the left then i noticed a black viva car also wanted to take the taman melati exit, tat car almost hit us as the driver didnt notice us..stupid isnt it? u wanna take left u give signal n check ur side mirror lar shayang..da!! so my dear fren just giv this stupid black viva a honk..
if u familiar with the MRR2 taman melati exit u'll know this..there's a triffic light before u can take right turn, like the normal flyover lar..so my fren take the left lane & we'r so unfortunate as we didnt notice the black stupid viva is on our right.as the traffic light turn green my dear fren glide her car slowly to the right then suddently.."bumm!!" guess wat? tat fucking stupid drive hit us!! my first impression.."damn! she's fucking crazy"..so my fren stop the car n i quickly go out to check the car as my dear fren walk to this fucking crazy women car. u know wat is the 1st thing i noticed as i when out of the car? this fucking stupid bitch is talking to her phone without any handfree..wtf!

luckly there's just a small "kemek" on the my dear fren car, but the biggest mistake this bitch did is what she said to my dear fren..below is the real conversation as i heard it from my car:

my dear fren : hoi..reti bawak kete ke x ko neh?
x kan ko x nmpk sy jalan?
bitch : ape pulak puan yg da salah jalan.. <---da salah x nak ngaku tuh! my dear fren : eh ko neh..ko tgk tu semua org ke kanan mane ade org terus??!!
bitch : ala..puan tgk ler arrow jalan puan tu ke mane..terus kn??
(sambil berjalan tgk kete viva color itam dia, bukan nak tgk kete yg dia langgar..such a bitch)
my dear fren : oii..tgk ler arrow tu ke kanan ngn terus..so sukeati mak bapak aku ler aku nak
terus ke nak ke kanan. yg ko nyer jln tu arrow ke kanan apsal ko jln terus??!
ko lesen da berape thn?
bitch : 5 tahun ( dgn berlagak tuh)
my dear fren : ok xpe jom settle balai
bitch : ah..blah ar!
(terus masuk dalam kete viva thn 2008 bln march dia, ape ingat i xtau??huh!)
bitch : ala..x kena pon
leeya : ape hal lak x kena kak oii..kiteorg xde mase nak berenti lar klu x kena
(i ngn chill nyer masuk campur)
bitch : ah..blah ar!
(this bitch without any guild just drive away)

well, this bitch had truelly show me she a bitch so i knocked her window HARD!! kekekee..suit u well bitchy women..

anyway just for ur info bitchy women in black viva BJW 1599 u make a very big mistake..u knock a police officer car dear..so my dear fren call a police MPV car to find her car, so whenever the duty police officer notice her black viva she'll b taken to the nearest police station..hehee..plus today we already got ur full home address in CHERAS, ur i/c num and etc..etc..so if u got a FEW summons (i really meant a few only ya..) be ready..u never know if just maybe suddently u have warrant on ur name..hahaa (devil laugh)

i not fucking mad with this fucking bitch, all im saying is u can always say "im sorry kak, its my mistake..im not familiar with this area". and the most fucking worst answer u gonna get is an angry person yelling at u..plus u shud go n c wat happen to the other persons car ok?? but now since the way u acted as a fucking bitch..u gonna get a fucking summons and police officer st ur door (most probably, soon!)..hahaa.. so to all women driver...wats wrong with admitting tat its ur mistakes when it is ur mistakes??

DEAR FREN...

hey..been few weeks since my last post. im bz with stuff..fren's stufff n mine as well.
just finished watching Grey's Anatomy (season 5)..huhu..its sad n happy but mostly sad n romance..anyway, everybody shud watch it.want my copy?? Rm5 for 1 series..hahaa.

this is not actually my topic..i wanna talk bout anger. today im so fucking angry with sume1 who i still consider as my fren. im not proud of this fren of mine and im so fucking angry. so..the thing is u claim tat ur in love with some1. u wanna b with this some1 (who happens to be my fren as well, damn, its a small world), u ask this person to leave behind her fren to b with u (or its her decision, i dunno) and then out of nowhere now ur claiming u dun want her around..said she doesnt spend much time with u? she's too fucking bz with her job? so ur moving on..opsie..moving back to ur 'X' since she'll b able to spend time with u, to take care of u..

this earth had never move backward..so i believe, strongly, tat we shud b moving foward not backward. and dear fren listen to me..'antoo' or no 'antoo', ghost or no ghost, this wat happen this thing is stupid. she's been bz since u know her, so dun expect her to change..u accept her like tat before so live with it. dun complaint after u have promised to her to b together. . . u have been doing the same fucking thing over n over n over again.

its all not for me to judge..watever happens between the 2 of u is totally not my problem. but both of u are my fren & each time there's a problem u wud cum running and ask for advise, wud told me almost everything and hope tat i wud c it from where u c it. i do c it from ur view fren, but u never, i repeat, never listen or follow any of my advise nor others advices. u do it ur own way and u expect all of us to accecpt ur decision which when sumthing goes wrong again we'r the 1 who have to listen to everything?? but here's the thing..i'm fucking tired of all this!! so if u think this time i wud stand here n be strong for u, u'r WRONG..go find some1 who can because i CANT take any of this no more.

dear fren..one more thing, i'll stand for her here. i will try my very best to b here for her..n i am giving up on u..

takin' back my LOVE

Enrique:
Go ahead just leave,
can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things,
if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams,
'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..
Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do),
you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me,
I'm your girlYou're out of control (So what?),
how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my love...Ooh, my love

thing i want to do after a break-up..

1. Lay down at the beach the whole day
2. Eat lots of lots of lots of ice cream
3. go bungee jumping
4. workout at the gym 4 hours a day for whole month
5. shout as loud as I can
6. go mountain climbing
7. try scuba diving – but I have to learn swimming 1st
8. go backpack to Europe – haha..nice2
9. drink oranges juice only the whole day
10. watch every movie at the cinema in 1 day
11. lepaking with my bestfriends at chilli’s
12. go clubbing
13. smoke the whole box of cigarettes in 1 hour
14. listen to every single love song I can find in my room
15. take my picture every 1 minutes for the whole day
16. lepaking alone at starbuck with coffee only
17. send a different sms to every phone number in my handphone
18. go karaoke..
19. learn tae kwon do back..& try to get black belt
20. try surfing..hahaha

a women should understand another...

Halu…I didn’t write anything for weeks..been busy with almost everyday n weekends filled with programs & sometimes problems. Sigh!

Anyway..these few days I’ve been thinking about this women, no need name or we just call her Minachi..hehehe..so this Minachi somehow allowed herself to be the third person n a relationship, I wuz like “how the f**k this women allow herself to be in this position?”..maybe its easy for me to say as I’m not the 1 in her shoe, but try this “u are a women..how would u feel if u’re the 1 in this years time relationship & this 3rd person came?” how would u feel?? Sad..? Heart broken..? well, I believe this Minachi refuse to think. Statistically dear Minachi u wont be happy..Come on u don’t expect to be happily ever after when u “stole” him from someone else right..? Have u ever think of how he truly feel? Just maybe he’s still very much deep in love with his first girlfriend?
Actually what I wanted to say is not what this Minachi have done. But what we, all women, should :

1. We should have a man that suits us, not someone that suits others.
2. We should have his whole heart, not partly.
3. We should be able to feel free to trust him. Would u feel that way if u know he have some else in his heart?
4. We should have him for ourselves ONLY! (Well I’m not gonna share My B).

My list will get longer n longer but there’s no way to see in the future where we gonna stand. In between a relationship or in a relationship with someone in between..still if its me..if I ever be in this Minachi position I would NEVER ever used “shaman way” or “bomoh” way (voodoo) to have him. I would rather tell him to choose for himself, let the best women wins his whole heart rather than have a part of him ONLY..sigh!
But that just me..people cope in their own way. Seriously Minachi..do u think u’ll be happy? After what u have done..i doubt it. I always believe in “balasan Tuhan” is 10times greater than what the sufferer felt. So, just imagine how many times heart broken u’re going to be if u broke a heart..
A women should be able to understand another..thats what my best friend told me. Shayang..i don’t believe in those words anymore. Unless u add “…if only that women would think positively & not decide using her ‘kepala lutut’ a.k.a patella..” har..har..har..

Ghost story...

Hurm..i didn’t update my blog for a week, hahaa..very lazy lar. And to be honest I don’t have idea to write, sigh**..
So, today I have these idea..let me tell u a couple of ghost story..well actually I wanted to write these for quite some time already..but since I’ve been alone for 2weeks,I’m scared lah!! Hehee..so, here’s the first story…

Well this story was told by a friend of a friend of mine (got it?) ..we’re studying in a boarding school, so ghost story sometimes fills those boring days. This “thing” happened one night during the SPM examination time, a few friends were studying till very late at night. They were 5 of them, then one by one of them fall asleep..then there’s only Ani (not a real name) & Bibah (also not a real name). Ani then started to feel very sleepy and she looked at her watch, its already 2am. So she tell Bibah that she’s going to the toilet (to shishi & wash her face), Biah replied “u go ahead, I keep my book first.” So Ani went to the toilet by herself..after a few minutes Bibah went there and on her way she felt that something wasn’t right plus the hair on her neck started to raise. Bibah walked faster to the toilet..she saw Ani at the sink so she went straight to shishi. When she came out Ani still at the sink, so she ask “Ani, what are u doing? Faster lah, I’m sleepy” when Ani turned around Bibah couldn’t say a word & she fainted. The next day a friend woke her up, she slept on the toilet floor. Bibah ask for Ani..when Ani come to talk to her she ask Ani “where did u go last night, did u when to the toilet?”Ani said “yelah, but u didn’t come so I when to bed first lar”. Then Bibah told her the whole story..the person, who she thought ‘Ani’ turned and she was brushing her teeth using a razor knife, blood coming out of her torn mouth..after what happened both of them never stay up to study anymore.

The second story begin (still) in a bording school toilet..actually at the same school lar, hehee..it was Saturday night so everybody were watching a movie at the tv room downstairs. There’s only a few girls chatting and telling ghost story..Nana (not the real person name) wanted to go to the toilet,so she ask Awin (haha..) to accompany her but Awin was busy talking to her boyfriend on the phone. Nana decide to go alone anyway it just around the corner. So she went shishi.. suddenly she heard a kid voice counting..”satu, tak ade…dua tak ade…tiga pon tak ade…” and the counting continue. Nana was inside the last toilet, she quickly when out but she saw no one..she run out of the toilet and asked Awin “hey, did u see a little girl when in?” Awin replied “no, who’s kid anyway??” Nana had never when inside that toilet alone ever again.

So..scary isn’t it?
Huhuu..boarding school = damn scary!!

Love for our country, Malaysia?

Been a while since my last post..and this week I’ve spend most of my time reading Tun Mahathir blog. Some people said he’s already ‘nyanyuk’ but for me he’s very sane. Very sane than most of our country leaders these days..agree?

As we all can see, our beloved country, Malaysia have changed a lot since the day we claimed our freedom, independence. But I don’t think we have achieve anything since the new leader (the 1 u know who) take over from Dr.M..or maybe this is only from my point of view. On second thought, oh yes we did achived something..instability in politic, increases inflation,etc..etc..owh, pardon me I forgot that we did send our very own astronaut to the space and eat ‘rendang’ there. Errr..what IS his main goal there actually? To do research which Russian astronaut have done years back? Or to prove ‘Malaysia Boleh’?

Personally, my first impression when the new BN president becomes the prime minister, I thought Malaysia going to prosper. He’s a religious man, very innocent looking, very clean..i didn’t see the monster beneath..and I think Dr.M also didn’t see it coming. Some people would say he’s good, even the opposition party (PKR, etc.etc) agreed with him. Please, look at the bigger picture. They agreed with him only because they know he’s not strong & they don’t need to be worry of him. And he indeed will make it easier for them to achieve their goals..to torn down the government. As Dr.M said in his blog, a good leader wont be supported by the opposition..he’ll be criticize all the time. I agreed..u can see the prove from the previous election. The opposition won not because they’re good at what they’re doing, its because of weakness from the other side.

Politic is not my interest..but I do care where we, Malaysian, are heading to? “wawasan 2020”? I personally have no idea..and I don’t think any of our leader does as well. Sad isn’t?
I respect Dr.M..how he managed to changed the world view of Malaysia, eyes opening. We did build the tallest building in the world (even we only managed to hold the record for a very short time), we have our own F1 track, and etc.etc..on the other hand, what kind of achievement or at future least plan have we seen from our leaders? More tender given to ‘family members’? Higher inflation rate? More bribing? I surely think we are the 1 who decide where our country heading..we, the future leaders.

The main question is ‘how’..how can we change these situation? Build the ‘future’ (which we didn’t even see right now)? Frankly, I also don’t know. I would suggest we build another party ‘pakatan’ consist of every race we have in Malaysia. Find the real leader who doesn’t have their own agenda. The one who really care & love our country..is there anyone like that? I don’t know, but I surely hope this person does exist.

The end

owh..come on!

today 14th february 2009..valentine's day. i'm not 1 of those people who celebrate Vday, so i dont mind working today. but since i've been working here i think i've heard bad comment almost everyday & to make things worst my bos (which also my friend) keep telling me almost everyday all those comments. i mean come on...! i've only worked for two f***ing week (even though i enjoy my chitchat with awien) but those people have at least 2 comment per week...

"oh, she doesn't move around, she just sit there"..."she didn't clean the machines, it's dirty"...
come on...how am i suppost to move around when the gym itself is just two master bedroom size packed with machines (u know how big?) & of course people? and do i have to clean the machines everytime someone used it? come on...!!!

these people sometimes are just love to push people around them..they like to give instruction & love others to obbey them..frankly speaking i'll say "go to hell bitches!!" hahaaa...come on now..ur paying me an amount which i can easily get doubled outside..so live with it!! if they can pay me double then only i'll treat every each of them like they buy personal training from me..ahakz! ur paying an amount for some1 without any qualification & expect some1 with cert to do it? Come on...!!

Plus how do u expect me or anybody to talk to u when ur face is like monkey didnt get "pisang"? stupidity doesn't increases as u gets older aite? so,maybe they inherited it..genetically stupid,hehee..well, this what i'm gonna do. i'll find that bitch or bitches & i'll make they feel guilty...hurm..we'll c who will fall down n die.....i mean, COME oN!!

for Awien n Daud

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky oh my,

baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh
They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music,

fell the airI'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been whereI have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

friends Or enemy?

Last night I have the weirdest dream of all. I dreamed of someone I didn’t even want to call my friend, funny huh? Well, during my study for my diploma I have a few friends which right now I didn’t even know if I can call them my friends or not.. I’m not going to mention any names, but I sure hope if they are reading this at least I got to remind them how much fun it used to be.

Most of my friends during that time are just normal girl with no side income and Pa&Ma supporting us for studies. Of course the money were never enough..our pocket were almost at all time empty but still we’ll laugh at it and at every silly thing we can think of..hurm, we shared almost everything even a plate of rice. But that was those days…nowadays; all I can see is hatred which I can’t imagine where it could come from.

Once in a while I would ask Awien, what really happened to us all? And she would make me laugh as we would have before. I surely & definitely didn’t have any idea what happened between us back there, but I’m sure if we can talk through it we can solve everything..but that just me. I can’t do this on my own..only if u guys can open up and talk..only if….

I had know a few of them for years back during school time but still it’s like friendship meant nothing to them. Maybe the friendships were never there, so nothing is missing for them. Maybe… or maybe it’s just jealousy.

All I know, I’m happy with my life now. With Awien on my side & sometimes Pja..hahaa..i don’t mind as long as these two people (and my Bosh) are right by my side. I just wish someday those people can look back & use their rational brain and see how much they have lost….

a story to share...

love..how many of people these days believe in love or should i say 'true love'..not true fitness ha..(kehkehkeh)..well, i haven't really experience it but i'll share one of my friend story(not u awien)..hehee..

once upon a time, my friend 'A' fall for an educated guy while they were studying in uitm..after few years of dating & as soon as they finish their degree they got married.they were called romeo & juliet by their friends..he's a romeo of course, a different kind. and as people would say..and they live happily ever after..or that what she thought..what she didn't see is in a few years time as we woman got older ( u know lah after 2-3kids), a guy usually will look more 'macho' & handsome with money to spend.it will definitely raise any girl eyes..and he fall in love again with some1 from his office. my heart broken friend got nothing to say when her husband ask her to approve him to marry this young girl..she collect her broken heart & glue it together just so she can hide her feeling in front of her children. tough huh? the story doesn't end there or should i say her husband didn't stop there..after a few years he's back on hunting young girls..and this time try to cover it with outstation work..i guess after living together for years 'A' have really mastered her husband behavior. she quickly detect her husband cover-up..as usual with his casual face ask to marry this girl & ask my friend to hide everything from his second wife.. again she glued her heart so that she can be strong for her own 'madu'.............

well..at first when she told me everything, i'm just inchies from blowing up (because of anger) but it all vanished as soon as i realized how relax she looked. she just smile eventhough you can actually see in her eyes that she's dissappointed,heart broken,lonely...if i am the 1 in her shoe, i think her hubby will be 6feet underground already..sigh**

organ donation...

organ donation..organ donation..organ donation..
Have u heard of organ donation? im very sure most of us have but not many of us take any action right..and most of us didnt even bother. some of us believe if we're muslim we cant donate our organ which is very not true..and maybe until one day we're the one who needed a donor then we'll take this seriously.just maybe..but till then...
here i included a few most common question on organ donation:

1. Q: Who can be a donor?A: Anyone can sign up. If you are below 18, you will need parental/guardian consent.
2. Q: What is organ donation?A: It is the gift of one’s body parts after death for transplantation. Transplantation is an operation which replaces diseased and defective organs and tissues with healthy ones from donors.
3. Q: What are the organs and tissues that can be donated?A: Kidneys, heart, liver, lungs and pancreas are the organs that can be donated, and the tissues are eyes, bone, skin and heart valves.
4. Q: When are the organs and tissues removed?A: When death has been confirmed by two registered doctors. The doctors involved with certification of death are not involved in the transplant operation.
5. Q: Will my hospital treatment be affected if they know that I am a donor?A: Absolutely not. Doctors will undertake every known measure to save your life right till the end.
6. Q: What about religious objections?A: Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism and Sikhism recognise organ and tissue donation as the ultimate act of charity and benevolence.
7. Q: What if I change my mind?A: If at any point you decide against donating your organs and tissues, inform your family and return your donor card.
8. Q: Will organ donation delay funeral arrangements?A: Not at all. Following the removal of the organs and tissues, the body will be cleaned, draped and returned to the family within the shortest possible time.
9. Q: How can I become a donor?A: Complete a donor pledge form and forward it to the National Transplant Resource Centre. You will receive a registration card from the centre. (Inform your family that you are an organ and tissue donor).
   

organ donation will help another person to live a better live as we wont really need the organ when we die, right? so why not donate it, anyway its only something God borrow us..keeping it doesnt bring anything good..sigh..not every body will think this way. the negative thing is a part of every positif thing..so accept it.

Well i'm not the right person to talk on this issue, but i'm sure that i should at least give my opinion on it. a few month back i've done some discussion with my bos & i've decided to sign in as organ donor..i've done my part, how bout u?

the form :

http://rayma.com.my/giftoflife/signup.html

or u can contact the National Transplant Resource Centre, Kuala Lumpur Hospital, at tel: 03-9260066, 03-2942704 or 03-2942756.

leeya..out!

weekly Ritual

on my way home last night, i was thinking of having somekind of weekly ritual..never done this before, some people do the movie night or clubbing nite..i've enough movie & clubbing just not for me..hahaa
eventually, after my slow ride home i've decided to do "Reading Ritual" every saturday nite. nice huh? at least i'm improving my english..hahaa..(see teacher,i'm a good student).
so, for my so called "Reading Ritual" this week i gotta go find a new book.obviously i'm not gonna read the same book again..daa! on second thought i should start next week lar right..i dont have time to go buy books right now.so saturday night go buy books first then next week i'll start my "RR" lar..hehee..
the typical me..ahakz!

hola Dunia..

hye..World
im practising my english here,if not its gonna get worst..ahakz! sigh...
so..what happen these days to the World..what i would say is, we dont have enough LOVE baby..hahaa..true isnt? well, easy to say but harder to do..
for example..everyday on my way to work i have to stay calm on the road..easy to say.
enough said..